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ThatStateOfMind
Enlightened
- Nov 13, 2021
- 1,125
I find myself browsing the site more and more often. I'm in a very bad place mentally right now. A lot of it stems from various fears I have currently. Most recently, I fear that I won't be able to get a job in the field after getting a degree. The interview process seems brutal and scary, and if I can't land anything, I'll have wasted 4 years on a degree in which I can't do anything.
I know I could always do a different field and the degree isn't a set path, but I don't even know what I would do tbh. I mean, I could likely look into some sort of law enforcement, or maybe teaching. I'm not even sure, and if nothing works out, I could always purchase some SN as a sort of "last resort," but I'm still at least 1-2 years away from that.
Anyways, I feel like my constant lurking and browsing and posting probably indicates that I need a sort of time-out from this site.
We'll find out what happens, I don't know how long I'll be gone, just until I feel ready to come back.
I wish everyone the best while I'm gone.
I know I could always do a different field and the degree isn't a set path, but I don't even know what I would do tbh. I mean, I could likely look into some sort of law enforcement, or maybe teaching. I'm not even sure, and if nothing works out, I could always purchase some SN as a sort of "last resort," but I'm still at least 1-2 years away from that.
Anyways, I feel like my constant lurking and browsing and posting probably indicates that I need a sort of time-out from this site.
We'll find out what happens, I don't know how long I'll be gone, just until I feel ready to come back.
I wish everyone the best while I'm gone.