I think im gonna CTB soon

[TheRaul95]

Will keep updating this thread, when I start with SN...

 

[FriendofDeath]

What happened that you are ready to ctb now?

 

[TheRaul95]

What happened that you are ready to ctb now?

Well, moments are changing. Im thinking on my setup, like getting gloves, music, etc...

Also I would do it without antiemetics. Wanna go out with honor and no fear...

Last thing, I need gloves

 

[4giveme]

Good Luck brother! i haven't even made an order on SN yet. looks like it will be another month or 2 before i ctb. Thanks for that, would love to hear as much as possible up until the final moments. Nothing but support no matter what!

 

[TheRaul95]

Good Luck brother! i haven't even made an order on SN yet. looks like it will be another month or 2 before i ctb. Thanks for that, would love to hear as much as possible up until the final moments. Nothing but support no matter what!

Agree, Likewise :)

Might also get measuring spoon

 

[Gregorius]

V.Good luck. I will also go the next few days. My body feels like it's preparing to die. I've never had that before. I no longer have hunger, which makes fasting easier for me. sleep deprivation and sleep pills should take me just before I take sn

 

[Living sucks]

Well, moments are changing. Im thinking on my setup, like getting gloves, music, etc...

Also I would do it without antiemetics. Wanna go out with honor and no fear...

Last thing, I need gloves

Gloves? Why?

 

[TheRaul95]

Gloves? Why?

Well, dont want to go by luck and prematurely fly away, It can cause irritation... :)

 

[Living sucks]

No one has ever used or needed gloves. You don't even touch it. Spoon to glass. It's not like SA.

 

[Anonymoussn]

Only just seen this. I messaged you yesterday with some questions, after I saw your comments on a thread, and you took the time to get back to me with each question. Even though that might seem like a small thing it really helped ease my mind about some concerns I have, and really helped me out. Thank you! I really appreciate having people like you on this forum, and I know that you'll be missed. I wish you all the best. And please know that I will be here if you ever need to talk!

 

[TheRaul95]

K got all the equipment, just waiting now for the "right time" I guess...:)

 

[Anonymoussn]

K got all the equipment, just waiting now for the "right time" I guess...:)

At least now you know all the things are there and you can push the button if you choose! That's something I think will be really comforting for me once everything arrives

 

[Niirvana]

For me death is liberating, it is a kind of cosmic orgasm and allows you to rest in peace and never feel pain again.
it does not matter if it is natural or induced, we have the right to choose.