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breezy999

Member
Aug 20, 2023
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I chose a date and that's Dec 31st. Something about that date and it being the end of the year feels poetic to me. I just need a plan and to not be afraid.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,234
I also want to leave that day. As everything is going, it may just as well be my last day. Will I be courageous enough is the question. I am such a coward for everything in life. I deserve the worst.
 
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zombiegirl

zombiegirl

the living dead
Aug 17, 2023
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every time a suicidal person choose a ctb date, an angel gets its wings
 
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lebrodude

Mage
Jul 18, 2022
533
Planning is hard, and so is sticking to dates. At least for me.

I had originally planned for October but I'm too depressed and exhausted so I've just struggled on.

I now have February in mind as a date, hopefully I find the energy to actually get into gear or I'll just delay again.

I wish you luck and peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,654
I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best of luck.
 

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