Venting i think im coming out of a depressive episode

[guineapiglover8503]

been able to socialize a lot more and i barely even seriously think about CTB compared to like 2 weeks ago. i looked at my mood chart and ive been good for like 5 days now. i think my winter break helped a lot with it too and its good to feel this way for a while. I will try and enjoy it. Also like 2 days ago i celebrated 50 days self harm free. I really want to feel this way for longer, and it is moments like these for why i am hesitant to buy my SN. I am gonna do a lot of stuff in the coming months to progress through my transition, such as starting hormones, laser hair removal, and voice training. I think that will help me a lot. For the time being, I feel great. I am sorry in advance tho for when I start to get worse again.

 

[rllysuper]

That's so great--I'm glad you're feeling a bit better!! : ))

I am sorry in advance tho for when I start to get worse again.

You shouldn't apologize! I'm sure you've already heard this a million times before, but recovery isn't linear. It's alright if you take two steps forward and one step back.

I wish you luck in life

 

[guineapiglover8503]

That's so great--I'm glad you're feeling a bit better!! : ))

You shouldn't apologize! I'm sure you've already heard this a million times before, but recovery isn't linear. It's alright if you take two steps forward and one step back.

I wish you luck in life

thank you <3 im definitely gonna come back to sasu, i just consider this a spring break of sorts for my depression haha. good luck in life for you too <3

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Glad you are starting to feel better. Also, congrats on going 50 days SH free.

 

[HelloDarkness25]

So happy for you, please enjoy this relief! Hope all of your plans come through as you hope! Also, congrats on 50 days with no SH!

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for continuing mood improvement, genuinely happy with you.

 

[guineapiglover8503]

So happy for you, please enjoy this relief! Hope all of your plans come through as you hope! Also, congrats on 50 days with no SH!

I am really trying as hard as i can for them to happen. I think that they will mostly go according to plan. thank you <3