I think I'll hang myself

[Jamesun]

I think I've decided to hang myself. I found a tree strong enough to do it with. What type of rope should I use, how should I do it, is there a specific knot?
I no longer find a reason to be here and the GAD is consuming my whole life; I don't want to live feeling this way every day. My only worries are my friends and my girlfriend. Maybe there's a solution to my problems, but I don't see it and I think I never will. Maybe my destiny is just to die; life is completely absurd lately.I still don't know if I should write a goodbye letter, or what I should do with my phone and accounts in case I survive, although I hope that doesn't happen.
I would appreciate your advice and thank you for everything. I think this is the only place where I can truly express how I feel.

 

[RadiantNumber]

Hope you'll find peace whatever you do

 

[Cepheuss]

Strong materials: polyester or polypropylene.

• Rope type: static and braided. It shouldn't be elastic, as it will stretch under weight.

• Thickness: It will depend on each person's taste, between 10 and 14 mm is fine and comfortable.

Then for knots arbor for noose and anchor hitch for the anchor point - this is a personal decision theres others to pick i just prefer these ones - animated knots makes it super easy to learn btw