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I'm sorry to hear that. What's going on that has made it worse than it had been?
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What's causing you to be unable to sleep?
Why don't you share some more details of what's going on so we don't have to keep communicating one fact at a time.
I keep having thoughts of suicide and psychological painsorry to here that I suffer from lack of sleep as well I go days without sleep do you take any medication for sleep ? Maybe that would help I know the effects on the body is hell when you don't get restI've had insomnia for years, melatonin works in high doses for me. Might not be a good idea for everyone.
I was giving olanzapine for sleep but I stopped all meds to plan my ctb with straight clear mind but I recommend trying alternative methods of medication maybe like benzos/Xanax with caution if ordering online test strips etc . of course micro dose if it's your first time I tryed this for a while and it worked .
That's understandable same here. i wish and I hope you can get rest sometime soon not sleeping is fuckin hell
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I'm sorry to hear that....... When it gets bad enough I usually smoke bud and drink myself to sleep. Certainly not healthy, it's just what helps me. Everyone is different as you well Know.
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I just keep taking more and more, sometimes 30-50 milligrams but I'm used to that. Some people might not be able to function the next day.
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It helps me, but everyone is different. Do you ever smoke or drink? If you don't, idk ? Just try to be safe in whatever you decide to do.
I wish you Nothing but the best.I really hope you get sufficient support if you decide to reach out for it. Wishing you all the best. Sounds like you're in a scary place. I'm sorry.
I wish I knew what to suggest.
. It doesn't seem like these helplines are all that great. Do you think the police would section you? Are you ok with that? I really don't have any experience of this I'm afraid. Still- it just seems awful that you are alone and in this state. Do you have any friends or relatives that know about your situation? Or- do you feel too out of control for that? Honestly, I can't even imagine it but it sounds frightening. I REALLY hope you can get the help you need.
I mean I can Call the policeI wish I knew what to suggest.. It doesn't seem like these helplines are all that great. Do you think the police would section you? Are you ok with that? I really don't have any experience of this I'm afraid. Still- it just seems awful that you are alone and in this state. Do you have any friends or relatives that know about your situation? Or- do you feel too out of control for that? Honestly, I can't even imagine it but it sounds frightening. I REALLY hope you can get the help you need.
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