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WhenTheyCry

WhenTheyCry

Experienced
Jun 25, 2022
270
i just keep failing, over and over again
 
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Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
722
These kinds of posts always terrify me. I can never give up, I can never say SI will win. Never. CTB is the only escape from this hell.
 
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NHLTradeRumor

NHLTradeRumor

wow life sucks
Dec 13, 2022
106
I have been the same way, I always tell myself that my SI won't stop me, but they do anyway. I know that eventually I'll beat my SI, but who the hell knows how long that'll take.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,300
It's certainly as though the survival instinct exists just to prolong our suffering and keep us trapped here in this horrific world. But I do understand that it's so dreadful when you really wish to ctb yet you struggle to do so. I've never attempted because of the fear of failure, and just having limited access to methods in general, but I know that if I had the option of a peaceful and reliable method I would be long gone from this world. It really sounds so horrible to me failing ctb and just ending up back here.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,352
Eventually the pain of living will eclipse everything else if life doesn't somehow improve first.
 
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WhenTheyCry

WhenTheyCry

Experienced
Jun 25, 2022
270
Eventually the pain of living will eclipse everything else if life doesn't somehow improve first.
Life might get better, the technological singularity might bring us into a utopia
 
Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
I'm the same - strong SI- but my constitution has been weak and keeps weakening - I'm 56 but have energy of an 80 year old … feels like some illness will grow within me …
 

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