I think about suicide to relieve the pain

[logar]

I have talked about this before, but my home life is completely shit. I dread coming home a lot and wish I could just stay out, by mself, doing nothing... well maybe CTBing. But every time something bad happens to me, especially at home, I just think: "When I kill myself, this will all finally be over." And just thinking about that really helps me calm down, although I don't think thats a great thing. I've been using it to cope almost all the time now, since I haven't really done anything else to cope with the pain before. Is this something that I should be doing/is this harmful at all?

 

[MyMomWasMyLife]

Are you too young to move out?

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

1. "You cannot please everyone; control the things you can control." ~Suncha Ferreira (Victus Group)/Mark 8:36, Matthew 13:12

2. The grass withers, the flowers fade, because the breath of the Lord blows upon it; surely the people are grass.
The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever. (Isaiah 40:7-8)

3. The world hates liabilities, and would rather they not exist, as much as the rules dictate that all life is inherently valuable. (Proverbs 25:17)

Therefore, as much as I desire to live, and that a world without me would be awfully dull and grey, this isn't up to me; if I die, I die; though my father, mother, and the whole world forsake me, the Lord will bring me up. (Esther 4:11, Psalm 27:10)