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Starchaser

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Oct 8, 2019
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Hi folks.

So, I just tested the N, from "D" and it accused BARBITURITES on the drug test.

The bottle is brown-ish, and the liquid is 100% clear (like water)

I also tested the taste, and I gotta say, it's shitty but it's pretty bearable, it reminds me a bitter syroup with weak pure vodka.
I could drink 1L of this, so, don't get too pessimistic about the taste.

The after taste is really curious, it sticks on your throat.

I took 1.5ML of the thing, and I'm just a little relaxed and a feeling of dizziness, not sure if worked too well btw
Also, the "N" is hermetically sealed from the factory.

Conclusion: The thing sounds 100% legit and the taste isn't too bad as they say.
 

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Did you have to chase it or did you just let that "bitter" taste linger? My biggest fear is that I will botch it due to my anxiety mixed with the taste. The taste of vet N is definitely subjective around here.
 
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xyzblahh

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Great to hear that it's factory sealed. In this case, theoretically, if one had received N recently and planned not to CTB for up to a year or so, the N would still be okay then, right? Assuming the bottles are kept in a cool, dark place, unopened.
 
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Update:

I just woke up after 13h knocked the fucked out.
I had some ultra-vivid dreams, I mean, they looked like hallucinations on my dreams, they were more than vivid, I can't really explain, I took +1.5ML before the 1.5ML I took before because I wans't convinced.

But I gotta say this shit can put a bear down EASILY, like 30 or 50x heavier than benzos.

Did you have to chase it or did you just let that "bitter" taste linger? My biggest fear is that I will botch it due to my anxiety mixed with the taste. The taste of vet N is definitely subjective around here.
I took some drops, then I put 1.5ML from syringe + 1 ML + 0.5~0.7ML... I definitely proved the taste and It just taste like bad medicine.
I swallowed it all.
It's really not big deal
Great to hear that it's factory sealed. In this case, theoretically, if one had received N recently and planned not to CTB for up to a year or so, the N would still be okay then, right? Assuming the bottles are kept in a cool, dark place, unopened.
Yeah, I think so, I'm also not pretending to use it now, I will keep it for 2~5 years at least (since i'm not pretending to use now), I've read that if the liquid still clear and okay, then it has no problems, If it's bad, it will be pasteurized or milky (i'm tending to believe on that)
i am scared it will be like cyanide or some kinda poison from the mexican cartel and i will actually die an extremely painful death instead of peaceful
I'm the most paranoid mf'er on earth and I believed that kind of thing too, thats why I made all the necessary tests, and I'm 100% sure this is some calmant for bears or lions, no FUCKING way this is cyanide or lead poison, i'm much more peaceful now, the tests were promising and gave me no doubt this is barbs.


Anyway, any other questions, I would be glad to answer.
That's it.
 
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xyzblahh

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Hah, glad you had a great sleep! Potential cure for insomnia... How long did it take you to fall asleep after taking it? How did you feel during that period?

Also just wanted to thank you for your research. It puts the mind at rest.
 
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Thank you so much for your research! This has really put my mind at ease!!
 
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Hah, glad you had a great sleep! Potential cure for insomnia... How long did it take you to fall asleep after taking it? How did you feel during that period?

Also just wanted to thank you for your research. It puts the mind at rest.
I could resist and not sleep at all, just like Benzos.
I was just kinda of "drunk" or "aerial", like a 2.5mg alprazolam pill.
But I got sleepy and thought "well, lets see how I sleep with this" and boom, knocked out when I closed my eyes for 4m at bed.

The downside: You get a kinda of tingling on your head (just like when you're drunk or on benzos) but it's a little stronger with barbs, nothing that really bothers you, it's just uncommon, I still had this feeling when I woke up. Right now (3h after waking up it's almost 90% gone)

When did you get your N? just curious if it was recent like me
1 Week ago.
Thank you so much for your research! This has really put my mind at ease!!
It's my pleasure, i'm happy it will serve for you as data/information, guys! (:
 
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Anyway, any other questions, I would be glad to answer.
How did you feel after waking up?

Thanks for the much needed research & experimentation.
 
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Starchaser

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How did you feel after waking up?

Thanks for the much needed research & experimentation.
With a feeling of hangover, no dizziness, but a little heavy sentiment on my head for a few hours.
 
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wait so now that you tested it, is the shelf life decreased now?
 
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PerpetualPain

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Speaking of the taste of N, do you guys think it will be better at room temp or chilled...or no difference? I have never seen that talked about.
 
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Starchaser

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wait so now that you tested it, is the shelf life decreased now?
Yep, but I bought +1 extra for further tests, so no problem.
I'm getting drugged with it to test effects, lol

Speaking of the taste of N, do you guys think it will be better at room temp or chilled...or no difference? I have never seen that talked about.
I think cold is better!
But honestly, I could drink this shit all day, I don't really understand the drama on the taste, it's just like bad medicine cough syroup, no big deal.
a 2/10 for me
 
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With a feeling of hangover, no dizziness, but a little heavy sentiment on my head for a few hours.
Damn. I need this. I've been awake for 4 days
 
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What country are you from and how long did the delivery take?
 
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Fuck, its so expensive and there is no guarantee it will even arrive (in case some border control discover it). But i really want some, i might order some when i can afford it. Thank you for your research.
 
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Thank you so much for posting this you're the real mvp 🙏
 
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DontGiveAshiit

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Nov 1, 2020
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Thanks for the information! very valuable. but why you write "N" with double quotes? I was sure you gonna say it is fake when I entered this thread, really scared me.
I agree about the taste - although i think the amount I tasted is even less than yours, it was bad, but not in a way that you cant drink it. already drank worse stuff - I had to take once paraffin oil for 2 weeks everyday - that shit was HORRIBLE, there is no way I could drink 200ml of it. So I believe drinking N will be fine. just close your nose and take it with 2 fast sips and thats it
 
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i am scared it will be like cyanide or some kinda poison from the mexican cartel and i will actually die an extremely painful death instead of peaceful
The Mexican cartel doesn't want to kill a customer
 
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drowning

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Jan 13, 2022
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Hi folks.

So, I just tested the N, from "D" and it accused BARBITURITES on the drug test.

The bottle is brown-ish, and the liquid is 100% clear (like water)

I also tested the taste, and I gotta say, it's shitty but it's pretty bearable, it reminds me a bitter syroup with weak pure vodka.
I could drink 1L of this, so, don't get too pessimistic about the taste.

The after taste is really curious, it sticks on your throat.

I took 1.5ML of the thing, and I'm just a little relaxed and a feeling of dizziness, not sure if worked too well btw
Also, the "N" is hermetically sealed from the factory.

Conclusion: The thing sounds 100% legit and the taste isn't too bad as they say.
Where did you source the test? PM?
i am scared it will be like cyanide or some kinda poison from the mexican cartel and i will actually die an extremely painful death instead of peaceful
Pretty sure this stuff is from China, not Mexico.
 
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bigfishlittlefish

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Dec 21, 2021
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Hi folks.

So, I just tested the N, from "D" and it accused BARBITURITES on the drug test.

The bottle is brown-ish, and the liquid is 100% clear (like water)

I also tested the taste, and I gotta say, it's shitty but it's pretty bearable, it reminds me a bitter syroup with weak pure vodka.
I could drink 1L of this, so, don't get too pessimistic about the taste.

The after taste is really curious, it sticks on your throat.

I took 1.5ML of the thing, and I'm just a little relaxed and a feeling of dizziness, not sure if worked too well btw
Also, the "N" is hermetically sealed from the factory.

Conclusion: The thing sounds 100% legit and the taste isn't too bad as they say.
This is *really* useful to know as I am hoping to contact them soon and it is reassuring to know that they are selling legit product.
May I ask what country you are in, and how long it took to reach you? Did your N test kit come from Exit International?
 
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Thank you OP for this very informative post. :heart:
 
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Update:

I just woke up after 13h knocked the fucked out.
I had some ultra-vivid dreams, I mean, they looked like hallucinations on my dreams, they were more than vivid, I can't really explain, I took +1.5ML before the 1.5ML I took before because I wans't convinced.

But I gotta say this shit can put a bear down EASILY, like 30 or 50x heavier than benzos.


I took some drops, then I put 1.5ML from syringe + 1 ML + 0.5~0.7ML... I definitely proved the taste and It just taste like bad medicine.
I swallowed it all.
It's really not big deal

Yeah, I think so, I'm also not pretending to use it now, I will keep it for 2~5 years at least (since i'm not pretending to use now), I've read that if the liquid still clear and okay, then it has no problems, If it's bad, it will be pasteurized or milky (i'm tending to believe on that)

I'm the most paranoid mf'er on earth and I believed that kind of thing too, thats why I made all the necessary tests, and I'm 100% sure this is some calmant for bears or lions, no FUCKING way this is cyanide or lead poison, i'm much more peaceful now, the tests were promising and gave me no doubt this is barbs.


Anyway, any other questions, I would be glad to answer.
That's it.

Where did you source the test? PM?

Pretty sure this stuff is from China, not Mexico.
THANK you for sharing this important info!
 
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Itsbeenalongtime

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Nov 3, 2021
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This is kinda making me want to get some n in case I can drink it. I think I'd have more luck getting sn in me but I'd much prefer to go via n. I wish I could have someone inject it but ofc that not gonna happen
 
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enau

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i would like to know how do you test it, for being sure its the good substance and not another benzo-sleeping medication.
How many bottle have you bought ?
 
Starchaser

Starchaser

Student
Oct 8, 2019
116
What country are you from and how long did the delivery take?
South america, 7~15 days
Thanks for the information! very valuable. but why you write "N" with double quotes? I was sure you gonna say it is fake when I entered this thread, really scared me.
I agree about the taste - although i think the amount I tasted is even less than yours, it was bad, but not in a way that you cant drink it. already drank worse stuff - I had to take once paraffin oil for 2 weeks everyday - that shit was HORRIBLE, there is no way I could drink 200ml of it. So I believe drinking N will be fine. just close your nose and take it with 2 fast sips and thats it
I don't know hehe I just used the quotes, but doesn't seem fake.
But yes, the taste isn't too bad
Where did you source the test? PM?

Pretty sure this stuff is from China, not Mexico.
I bought a multi-drug test kit online.
The stuff is not from China, it's Mexican.
This is *really* useful to know as I am hoping to contact them soon and it is reassuring to know that they are selling legit product.
May I ask what country you are in, and how long it took to reach you? Did your N test kit come from Exit International?
It took like 15 days my first payment, and 7 days the second one
The N test kit was from an Amazon kind website on my country (I couldn't believe that still existed tests for Barbiturites, since it's a very rare drug, but it does.)
i would like to know how do you test it, for being sure its the good substance and not another benzo-sleeping medication.
How many bottle have you bought ?
I bought 5 bottles (LOL)
1 Bottle for further tests (like sleep test + multi-drug kit test)
2 bottles for CTB
+2 bottle in precaution if anything goes wrong
I'm a paranoid motherfucker

Also, I've used Benzos and the sleep test surely was stronger with this N rather than Benzos, it's definitely stronger
I will be receiving my benzos this week, I may be dissolving it on water and testing it again, but I'm 99% sure it will not accuse Barbiturites like happened




Bonus: I made another sleep test 5 days ago with 3 ML and I got nausea when I woke up and vomited.
I didn't took any anti-emetics and I've read that one of the side-effects of Barbiturites are nausea/dizziness.
 
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I might just take my N without testing it since so much positive feedback
 
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raghu1977

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I actually tried 1 ml yesterday. Just to check on the taste.

Was bitter - like neem oil mixed with tequila. Didnt really feel much though. Was up and about for an hour. Fell asleep - woke up a few times. But - yeah nothing earth shattering.

To be honest: nyquil plus otc sleep meds have a bigger punch.

Im kinda wondering if i should order a couple more bottles.... just in case. Or maybe lose some weight; im a big boy - 250lbs. Maybe a crash diet to get me to 220?
 
Starchaser

Starchaser

Student
Oct 8, 2019
116
I might just take my N without testing it since so much positive feedback
If your bottle came with a blue cap, it's brown-ish, have a number on the bottom of the bottle, and the liquid is cristal clear, i'm pretty sure you got what I've got.
I actually tried 1 ml yesterday. Just to check on the taste.

Was bitter - like neem oil mixed with tequila. Didnt really feel much though. Was up and about for an hour. Fell asleep - woke up a few times. But - yeah nothing earth shattering.

To be honest: nyquil plus otc sleep meds have a bigger punch.

Im kinda wondering if i should order a couple more bottles.... just in case. Or maybe lose some weight; im a big boy - 250lbs. Maybe a crash diet to get me to 220?
Well, If I was you I probably would do 250ML (16g) or 300ML (3 bottles, totalizing 18.5g), you must likely should be fine with 200ml anyways, but as I said, i'm a paranoid mfer.
And yes, a diet would be welcomed if you can't afford more bottles or if you're too scared of it not working properly.

I've read some people talking about taking it on a full bathtub, so when they get on the sleep, they would drown minutes later with no chance of coming back, or simply tying a trash bag/sac around on your neck after drinking the N, so you would lack of oxigen some hours later too. (I'm not doing any of this because I don't wanna go looking from inside a bag)
But it's surely an extra choice if you don't have too much time or just want to be 10000% sure you will die anyways.

In my opinion: people died with much less than 5g in the past, when barbiturites were a party drug, Marilyn Monroe also likely died with 4g of it, so, maybe we're just overkilling here for too much of the fear or failing (which is totally understandable)
 
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Thank you for taking the time to write all of this down, do research and write it all down. N really does sound like a dream come true, considering I love benzos so much!
Again thank you so much!
I can currently only dream of getting enough money for N, and I'm at sort of at an inconvenient location geographically but that's something to work towards, but that's something to work towards(:
 
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