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Everythingisnothinh
- Jun 10, 2018
- 43
In 2021 I purchased N from D. Prior to that I think he was going by A. He has since been indicted by a grand jury in the US. It is confirmed that many people who took what he sent them are dead so I do not think he was scamming What he sent me was two bottles that were the correct size, but the label had been taken off and replaced with a fake label .
My question is, I think I'm ready to CTB this week or this month but I realized I never tested my supply because I didn't wanna break the seal and open it. If you were me, would you order the test kit and wait six weeks knowing that A, the test kit from exit is not thatttt reliable for the home test, and B, I would have to wait six weeks for it to arrive, and C) the biggest issue, I would have to open the bottle and risk ruining the supply if I decide to wait another year.
I want to be cautious and everything, but considering he was indicted by a grand jury, it seems pretty likely I was sent a legit product. But at the same time, it is literally life or death so I guess maybe I should be cautious? I don't know, I'm just looking for advice here. It would be my preference to just go ahead with things.
I understand that many of you are desperate to find and but these are not for sale as I have a debilitating physical but not terminal disease and Will be using these very soon. I knew I would use them whenever I got to the next stage of my disease which has arrived. I'm really lucky that I got them before the source disappeared, I know that. But that should also tell you that I have been ideating about this for the last 15 years. I started emailing people for N back in 2017. now it's been long enough that I'm starting to worry about the efficacy and whether or not they were real.
My question is, I think I'm ready to CTB this week or this month but I realized I never tested my supply because I didn't wanna break the seal and open it. If you were me, would you order the test kit and wait six weeks knowing that A, the test kit from exit is not thatttt reliable for the home test, and B, I would have to wait six weeks for it to arrive, and C) the biggest issue, I would have to open the bottle and risk ruining the supply if I decide to wait another year.
I want to be cautious and everything, but considering he was indicted by a grand jury, it seems pretty likely I was sent a legit product. But at the same time, it is literally life or death so I guess maybe I should be cautious? I don't know, I'm just looking for advice here. It would be my preference to just go ahead with things.
I understand that many of you are desperate to find and but these are not for sale as I have a debilitating physical but not terminal disease and Will be using these very soon. I knew I would use them whenever I got to the next stage of my disease which has arrived. I'm really lucky that I got them before the source disappeared, I know that. But that should also tell you that I have been ideating about this for the last 15 years. I started emailing people for N back in 2017. now it's been long enough that I'm starting to worry about the efficacy and whether or not they were real.
