I survived.

[coolliontigerragged]

God dammit. I tried overdosing on benzos and antidepressants. I know its a nonmethod, but I was almost successful!!!!! But I had to be saved. I had to be found. If they left me just a little more I could have left in the easiest way. I had two seizures. I wouldnt have even remembered. But no. My stupid self had to talk to my roommate and then have a seizure INFRONT of my roommate!!! Which prompted an ambulance and then badabing badaboom I'm saved. Hooray. Why couldnt they just let me go? Surviving this is honestly worse than just dying. And I still have to see my ex, the one that makes me want to leave and kill myself, every single day. He even saw me in the hospital for fucks sake. I'm just so upset.. I was so close!!!

 

[Pale_Rider]

Yes I survived an OD that was soon close also. The methods says ODs are a non starter for a reason.

 

[copioushopelessness]

God dammit. I tried overdosing on benzos and antidepressants. I know its a nonmethod, but I was almost successful!!!!! But I had to be saved. I had to be found. If they left me just a little more I could have left in the easiest way. I had two seizures. I wouldnt have even remembered. But no. My stupid self had to talk to my roommate and then have a seizure INFRONT of my roommate!!! Which prompted an ambulance and then badabing badaboom I'm saved. Hooray. Why couldnt they just let me go? Surviving this is honestly worse than just dying. And I still have to see my ex, the one that makes me want to leave and kill myself, every single day. He even saw me in the hospital for fucks sake. I'm just so upset.. I was so close!!!

What did they do in the hospital?

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Ok, well you just learned what not to do next time, that's all.

 

[coolliontigerragged]

What did they do in the hospital

Once I got there they did a CT scan of my head, gave me meds to stabilize me, and then I was in the ICU for three days. Afterwards I was put in the psych, but only for about an hour before the people at the psych said "hey.. you seem a lot more normal??? Wyd here?"

Ok, well you just learned what not to do next time, that's all.

Yeah! I'm trying to find a different method now though. While I did like that the seizures made it to where I didnt remember, I would prefer a method that works works, yk?