I survived somehow

[carfemtanyl]

I took a bunch of cychlorphine (potent opioid) and a mega dose of lorazepam on June 30th at 1:30 am and fell unconscious pretty quickly

for some reason, however, I didn't stop breathing

my friends found me about 15 hours later and I was rushed to the ICU

I was in a coma for 4 days before I woke up and I had heavy delusions and psychotic symptoms after I woke up

I was in the ICU for 10 days and I also nearly died on day 2 from what my parents told me

I was then put in a closed ward for a week and now I'm in an open one

I was told that my total stay will be around 6 weeks but I hope it will be shorter

I am still pretty dissociated from my feelings because of what happened and I honestly regret my attempt since my ICU stay made me lose a lot of muscles and I am practically disabled right now
also my previous thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/will-ctb-soon.248302/

 

[here_for_now]

Damn Im so sorry your experience has been this rough, may I ask though are you permanently disabled? Is it like muscle atrophy?

I had near fatal overdose awhile ago too I can relate at least partially.

 

[Aflame5926]

damn.

welcome back through

 

[carfemtanyl]

Damn Im so sorry your experience has been this rough, may I ask though are you permanently disabled? Is it like muscle atrophy?

I had near fatal overdose awhile ago too I can relate at least partially.

I'm probably not permanently disabled except for some nerve damage that made a few fingers numb

I had a lot of luck that I survived with basically no lasting damage

 

[Live_Life55]

I took a bunch of cychlorphine (potent opioid) and a mega dose of lorazepam on June 30th at 1:30 am and fell unconscious pretty quickly

for some reason, however, I didn't stop breathing

my friends found me about 15 hours later and I was rushed to the ICU

I was in a coma for 4 days before I woke up and I had heavy delusions and psychotic symptoms after I woke up

I was in the ICU for 10 days and I also nearly died on day 2 from what my parents told me

I was then put in a closed ward for a week and now I'm in an open one

I was told that my total stay will be around 6 weeks but I hope it will be shorter

I am still pretty dissociated from my feelings because of what happened and I honestly regret my attempt since my ICU stay made me lose a lot of muscles and I am practically disabled right now
also my previous thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/will-ctb-soon.248302/

Damn. Get better soon. Nothing more tortuous than a ward

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

OD's usually fail. They say that's because they're missing an essential component: an exit bag.