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iamjustapebble

iamjustapebble

i hate this
Sep 20, 2025
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i sometimes wish i could tell other people I'm going to die. people around me, like my boyfriend. but i know they'd try to stop me.
 
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ravendrops

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Apr 5, 2026
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People would try to stop me but not try to actually help me
 
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iamjustapebble

iamjustapebble

i hate this
Sep 20, 2025
47
People would try to stop me but not try to actually help me
yup. I know they'd try to lock me up. which wouldn't actually make me feel any better or help solve any of the problems. in fact it could traumatize me further and make it worse. like it already did
 
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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
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Im in the same boat— wish I could tell my boyfriend before it's too late. I think I'm getting close though, he knows I'm acutely suicidal and that I have SN…
 
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FailedNav

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Mar 3, 2026
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Yeah, most people (including Psycs and Docs) tend to go into fix it or crisis mode pretty quickly. When you just want to talk only about how you feel. Most "treatments" inadvertently encourage you to shut the f--k up.
 
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