I so badly want N

[wildflowers1996]

But I'm the UK and can't go abroad alone to find it as my family would be suspicious :(

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also wish for Nembutal, to me it sounds like the most peaceful way to cease existing on my own terms. It's so cruel and horrible to me how people cannot access such a way to die and are instead trapped in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer, if I had access to N it'd be such a relief.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I relate as well. I wish I could travel to get N too but unfortunately I won't ever be able to obtain it. Life is so cruel for keeping us trapped here against our will

 

[ecliptic]

I'm also from the UK and I wish someone would give me a source for N. But I heard it's not easy to import into the UK because of the restrictive laws.