miserabletranny
Trying my pest
- Mar 15, 2026
- 22
My parents have a 15 year age gap, and they began dating when my mom was just 16. My dad was my mom's high school debate coach, though my dad taught my mom's older sister, so he did know of her before he was her instructor. My mom dropped out of high school and ran away to live with my dad when she was 17, and my parents got married when my mom was 19, though my mom was 29 when I was born. I am the result of grooming. I should have never been born. My parents should have never met. My dad is a creep. My parents are still together, but they've almost divorced many times. I used to wish every day that they would finally divorce, but it will never happen and they will just stay miserable.
I ended up being trans. What a joke. No parent wants their child to end up trans. I hate being trans, it's pure body horror. It's so humiliating to say I'm a man, when I'm a shitty imitation at best and delusional at worst. I will never be male. At best, I'll just be a trans man, which is not what I want. I want to be stealth one day but I doubt it'll ever happen. Even the best allies will never see me as a man, just Man Lite. I want nothing more than to be cis, and that will never happen. At best, I'll have chest scars I don't want, other scars because of bottom surgery, a voice that will never be as deep as it could be because of my female skull and not fully descended larynx, huge hips that I happen to be able to hide, tiny hands, and I'll still be 4'10. Being trans is a genuine nightmare, and few people have any sympathy at all.
I should have never been born, and I wish I were dead.
I ended up being trans. What a joke. No parent wants their child to end up trans. I hate being trans, it's pure body horror. It's so humiliating to say I'm a man, when I'm a shitty imitation at best and delusional at worst. I will never be male. At best, I'll just be a trans man, which is not what I want. I want to be stealth one day but I doubt it'll ever happen. Even the best allies will never see me as a man, just Man Lite. I want nothing more than to be cis, and that will never happen. At best, I'll have chest scars I don't want, other scars because of bottom surgery, a voice that will never be as deep as it could be because of my female skull and not fully descended larynx, huge hips that I happen to be able to hide, tiny hands, and I'll still be 4'10. Being trans is a genuine nightmare, and few people have any sympathy at all.
I should have never been born, and I wish I were dead.
