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CTBHouston
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- Nov 19, 2023
- 6
As an opoid addict who's been managing their addiction with medications, I still managed to fuck up. I picked up the needle, started shooting coke because it was there and now I'm ashamed. I missed a shot in my arm, which worries me but it looks like it isn't too bad. I want to die but not from an abscess or sepsis. I tried finding fentanyl, it's a little hard to find. I just want to shoot that final fucking shot and get this over with. The fentanyl pills aren't even strong enough, i did 4 the other day. I think my tolerance is ruined. I just want to fade away