Venting i regret not killing myself earlier

[kosmischerunfall]

WOWW, with that being said: nothing changed all false hopes, i got too excited, for some people their life never changes.

i was meant to die early, who could bear such emotional pain?

i thought i was getting normal, but lost my job due to my anxiety, scared to find a new one, ugh...

fuck anxiety.

fuck myself for letting this happen again,
some people are better to off themselves, especially if they can't take care of oneself.

peace

 

[Exhausted546]

WOWW, with that being said: nothing changed all false hopes, i got too excited, for some people their life never changes.

i was meant to die early, who could bear such emotional pain?

i thought i was getting normal, but lost my job due to my anxiety, scared to find a new one, ugh...

fuck anxiety.

fuck myself for letting this happen again,
some people are better to off themselves, especially if they can't take care of oneself.

peace

Same should have ended it a decade ago

 

[SummerChristmasEve]

I feel the exact same way. I should have killed my sled when I was 16. Had plenty of opportunities to do it and I would have died with so much potential.

 

[kunikuzushi]

I feel the same. I wouldn't have had to experience all this pain if i just did it sooner. it's too much to bear.
i wish you peace

 

[Untoten_]

WOWW, with that being said: nothing changed all false hopes, i got too excited, for some people their life never changes.

i was meant to die early, who could bear such emotional pain?

i thought i was getting normal, but lost my job due to my anxiety, scared to find a new one, ugh...

fuck anxiety.

fuck myself for letting this happen again,
some people are better to off themselves, especially if they can't take care of oneself.

peace

Depending on where you're from in the world, firing you for mental health issues (as well as physical disabilities) can REALLY fuck over your previous employer btw… if you want revenge and a payout, you know what to do. It was literally a UN Convention, CRPD, Article 27. (So long as you have evidence of your mental illness, like previous appointments, anything that shows a diagnoses.)

Burn them. Like they did you.