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sadidiot0328

sadidiot0328

I feel like I died long ago
Jun 1, 2023
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I wish I never signed up to go to community college, I fucking hate it. I havent made a single friend and all I see is my peers laughing and chatting with eachother and it makes me miserable. I sit alone and barely anyone speaks to me and its now my second year, completely alone. I tried to go to an event a club I was in was hosting and I felt like an outcast and I ended up crying when I got home. I wish I killed myself after I graduated highschool. I fucking hate college.
 
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kat6

a cloud of smoke trying to occupy space
Sep 25, 2024
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College was a bad time for me too. Are you passionate about what you're studying? Can you just focus on the career you want after?
Or maybe consider leaving a "traditional degree" for some trade school…you would graduate sooner and often make more money than you would with a regular degree (depending on your field).
In the meantime, anything you can pursue hobby wise outside of school to increase your chances of meeting people with shared interests?
 
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I feel like I died long ago
Jun 1, 2023
108
College was a bad time for me too. Are you passionate about what you're studying? Can you just focus on the career you want after?
Or maybe consider leaving a "traditional degree" for some trade school…you would graduate sooner and often make more money than you would with a regular degree (depending on your field).
In the meantime, anything you can pursue hobby wise outside of school to increase your chances of meeting people with shared interests?
I do enjoy what I study, and I was thinking about going to a hobby shop nearby. But the loneliness I feel has made college less like a place to learn and more like a chore.
 
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