I refuse to get out of bed

[bov]

I've tried different antidepressants. I can't make myself get out of bed or even bathe. Ever since I found out there's a painless way to CTB it's all I've been able to think about. I have all the supplies. I'm not even sure I have depression, I just feel like nothing fucking matters. I don't even know why I'm posting this.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

Sorry you're struggling so much... if you don't believe you're depressed, what do you think is causing your suffering and how long have you felt like this?

 

[whywere]

I am so sad and so sorry that you are having to go through so much. I am the same way as far as not getting out of bed. Please take care of yourself and try and rememebr that you have your global family here for love, support, kindness and empathy. Sending you all the support and love taht I ahve to you, you are a VERY good person!!!!

 

[AtLeastThere'sSalad]

Most people post here to let off steam or find validation. I'm glad you came here because despite what people think, it's a great place to talk to people who feel similarly without the toxic positivity and fake empathy getting in the way of the truth. Is there a reason you feel like that, or is it just a general "everything sucks and I'm tired" kind of thing?

 

[unperson]

Sometimes I feel that, what you described, like nothing matters. I label it 'existential depression', in my head anyway. You got friends or anything that involves people you like?

Most people post here to let off steam or find validation. I'm glad you came here because despite what people think, it's a great place to talk to people who feel similarly without the toxic positivity and fake empathy getting in the way of the truth. Is there a reason you feel like that, or is it just a general "everything sucks and I'm tired" kind of thing?

Damn, well said!

 

[solanastan16]

I've tried different antidepressants. I can't make myself get out of bed or even bathe. Ever since I found out there's a painless way to CTB it's all I've been able to think about. I have all the supplies. I'm not even sure I have depression, I just feel like nothing fucking matters. I don't even know why I'm posting this.

I felt this to the bone