I really wish I would die in my sleep

[AnonymousL]

I really wish I have known this forum 3 or 4 years ago which N was available and obtainable, i really envy who obtain it, now I'm stuck with SN unfortunately.

May I ask what the difference is between N and SN? I got SN Available as well.

 

[Next]

My wish may sound unusual, but I would like to experience my death consciously. I would like to create the framework conditions to achieve a good and safe transition. And then I want to take the final step, knowing that by doing so I am leading to my certain death. I also imagine a familiar environment or a familiar person near me.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

same here

 

[Pachy]

every night when I go to sleep I always say out loud to myself "if i'm lucky I wont wake up tomorrow". thing is about my life is that i'm never lucky