I really wish god would just kill me

[BlazingBob]

If there even is one because my situation is absolutely horrible because of deteriorating health and daily abuse by an evil bully. I'm too sick and poor to escape and have nowhere to go anyway. I'm only hanging on because I'm a huge animal lover and three dogs depend on me and in my absence would be completely neglected. They're not even mine. Their owner is a selfish piece of shit, the same one who makes my life a living hell. Evil people sure seem to do great in this world. I can guarantee most members of this site are people with big hearts.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry what you are going through is awful. If there was an almighty good god he would end all agony and suffering in this world and make it easy for everyone to cease existence. I hope you can find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible what you have to endure, I could never personally believe that there is a God, I just think that existence is meaningless suffering and senseless cruelty all for no reason with no deeper purpose, it's truly so hellish to me.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Yeah, you think he would just kill off those suffering. But, seeing how much of a masochist he is and how, evidently, he enjoys watching his children suffer so much, that's not likely to happen. In full disclosure, I'm nearly an atheist. I say "nearly" because I know that nothing in this world is 100%, so I have to allow for the 1/10 of 1% likelihood that a god might really exist - the unknown unknowns - because he isn't known to me. So, on a scale of 1-100, with 100 being a full-blown atheist, I guess I'm 99.99%.

 

[EternalShore]

Same!!! >_< I pray that God would just end me already quite a lot! :((( and yet I'm still here~ :(
Anyways, yeah, evil people are the worst and practically everyone (or quite literally everyone) is one! >_< I could never understand such a love for animals (especially if they're not yours), but as long as it keeps you going~ hehe~

 

[Baron]

Sadly you can't just ceace to exist out of nowhere. Even for you to die, you have to work hard. You get thrown into a shitty world and then even have to work your ass off to escape it. It sure is unfair

 

[The anhedonic one]

If there even is one because my situation is absolutely horrible because of deteriorating health and daily abuse by an evil bully. I'm too sick and poor to escape and have nowhere to go anyway. I'm only hanging on because I'm a huge animal lover and three dogs depend on me and in my absence would be completely neglected. They're not even mine. Their owner is a selfish piece of shit, the same one who makes my life a living hell. Evil people sure seem to do great in this world. I can guarantee most members of this site are people with big hearts.

I don't believe in a god that would allow so much unessecary suffering in this cruel sadistic world.
Could you not take the poor animals to an animal shelter, and maybe find a homeless shelter in another town ?
Maybe a dumb idea of mine but it's the only thing I can think of to try and help you. I know how much you are suffering from seeing your other posts. And I'm sick and tired of seeing the good people of this world suffer.

 

[BlazingBob]

I don't believe in a god that would allow so much unessecary suffering in this cruel sadistic world.
Could you not take the poor animals to an animal shelter, and maybe find a homeless shelter in another town ?
Maybe a dumb idea of mine but it's the only thing I can think of to try and help you. I know how much you are suffering from seeing your other posts. And I'm sick and tired of seeing the good people of this world suffer.

I just don't want to live anymore, period. I'm very sick physically with an insidious incurable torturous neurological disease that only gets worse with age. I have zilch to live for except more suffering which is guaranteed with my health and mostly out of my hands. My career and six and a half years of education are down the drain. I'm alone and have no family to turn to. My days are numbered. It's not what I want believe me. I've suffered enough. I've tried. Damn have I tried.

 

[aGoodDayToDie]

I don't believe there is a god. No god would be so cruel and unfair. No god could be so sadistic. We're just a cruel fate determined by nature. The cold, cold universe created us. It created us to suffer and do its bidding. I'll never fucking have children because I refuse to propagate this suffering. It ends here. No more. Fuck life, and if there is a god he can absolutely fuck himself. Fuck existence. Fuck this cruel universe.

 

[90starve]

If there even is one because my situation is absolutely horrible because of deteriorating health and daily abuse by an evil bully. I'm too sick and poor to escape and have nowhere to go anyway. I'm only hanging on because I'm a huge animal lover and three dogs depend on me and in my absence would be completely neglected. They're not even mine. Their owner is a selfish piece of shit, the same one who makes my life a living hell. Evil people sure seem to do great in this world. I can guarantee most members of this site are people with big hearts.

i refuse to believe in a god. if there is one, they are narcissistic and extremely heartless. innocent people are made to suffer, while the scum of earth are allowed to thrive :/