Venting i really will never be happy again

[emptymiku]

i've lost every friend i've made. i am the problem. i don't deserve happiness, i don't deserve resources being wasted on me yet i continue to stay here because i'm nothing but a selfish excuse of a "person." i don't deserve to live, i deserve the death penalty. i've brought nothing to society other than pain and i'm incredibly disgusting for not ending it all right now. i'm just a useless sack of flesh that deserves to be hung until suffocation

 

[cyandude]

same bestie, same. even after I overcame the sense that I owe something to society, I still feel like humans should just give up and go to sleep forever. like. stop doing. things weren't meant to be done in the first place. please stop, let's all just die and leave this planet alone. also, i think the fact you admit you're "disgusting" in some sense which i dont know bc i dont know you, youre a bit less disgusting and youre as deserving of compassion as anyone else. if you decide to CTB thats ok, and if you hang around thats ok too, just try to shed some of the guilt away and be aware that people out there love and care about you, we're with you on whatever you decide! love ya