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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
24
I live in Canada so I'm worried about getting questioned if they find in transit.

I also don't trust any of the websites online, i wanted to go on the dark web (and i was poking around it yesterday) but i have no clue how to tell if its trustworthy or if im going to get scammed.

so many people on here make it seem so easy to get ahold of, am i just over thinking it?
 
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Toobrokentofix

Toobrokentofix

Experienced
Jul 7, 2020
247
Me too. Have "bought" it twice online in the last week. 1st company took my money then asked me to fill in a form including my "professional competence" the second company seemed too cheap but I thought Id risk it because I'm desperate then when I looked the company up afterwards it says they no longer exist. Ive got it in the past. But was years ago before it was so well known about as a method to ctb
 
Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
24
Me too. Have "bought" it twice online in the last week. 1st company took my money then asked me to fill in a form including my "professional competence" the second company seemed too cheap but I thought Id risk it because I'm desperate then when I looked the company up afterwards it says they no longer exist. Ive got it in the past. But was years ago before it was so well known about as a method to ctb
im sorry dude that sucks. i wish there was a way to get it in person or something.
 
dewdfish

dewdfish

Student
Nov 30, 2025
115
Ugh. I feel so bad for people who have it hard like that. I live in South America, and while we have had some public issues with SN because it became a common method, it's still available to buy online with no issues or welfare check. There are people who fight for it to become more strict to buy, but I don't think that's ever gonna happen, plus it's fucking South America, people always find their ways around it - hence N is available in Peru.
I'd say that it's worth a try, perhaps, especially if the vendor have good reviews. Otherwise, don't waste your money.
 
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I_go_in

Member
Nov 5, 2024
88
I live in Canada so I'm worried about getting questioned if they find in transit.

I also don't trust any of the websites online, i wanted to go on the dark web (and i was poking around it yesterday) but i have no clue how to tell if its trustworthy or if im going to get scammed.

so many people on here make it seem so easy to get ahold of, am i just over thinking it?
If you go to trusted dark web markets you will receive whatever you buy. I've bought many items over many years off different markets and they have escrow etc so you don't get scammed. Plus the good vendors have good reviews and reputations on dread.
Me too. Have "bought" it twice online in the last week. 1st company took my money then asked me to fill in a form including my "professional competence" the second company seemed too cheap but I thought Id risk it because I'm desperate then when I looked the company up afterwards it says they no longer exist. Ive got it in the past. But was years ago before it was so well known about as a method to ctb
I'm coming back from around two years off this website. It's crazy how you can't even buy SN on the internet in the USA unless you look very hard. I found two websites that sell to individuals but it used to be on Amazon ffs.
 
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doomerguy88

Member
Aug 13, 2025
36
If you go to trusted dark web markets you will receive whatever you buy. I've bought many items over many years off different markets and they have escrow etc so you don't get scammed. Plus the good vendors have good reviews and reputations on dread.

I'm coming back from around two years off this website. It's crazy how you can't even buy SN on the internet in the USA unless you look very hard. I found two websites that sell to individuals but it used to be on Amazon ffs.
Is it possible to find SN on the dark web?
 
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doomerguy88

Member
Aug 13, 2025
36
Yes. But why not just buy more deadly stuff if you're going that far anyways?
Good point. I guess I'm just most familiar with the method for taking SN so it seems the easiest. I know fent is stronger but I'm not sure if it's as easy as just taking some pills or if you have to inject it cause I am scared needles.
 
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I_go_in

Member
Nov 5, 2024
88
Good point. I guess I'm just most familiar with the method for taking SN so it seems the easiest. I know fent is stronger but I'm not sure if it's as easy as just taking so e pills or if you have to inject it cause so hate needles.
I guess it just might be more expensive. The method I'll be using is 500mg capsule of Protonitazene and a large dose of powdered bromazolam. Total cost around $375. Protonitazene Is already 100x as strong as fentanyl and just a few mg of fentanyl is lethal. When I was in the hospital for acute pancreatitis and with an opiate tolerance my dosage of pain meds was 100 MICRO grams of fentanyl and it got me buzzing. The only reason people fail dying this way is because they are found and first responders have narcan. With a little planning you're just gone. And you don't need to use needles dude this shit is so deadly that iv is risky because you could pass out before you get it all into your veins.
 
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doomerguy88

Member
Aug 13, 2025
36
I guess it just might be more expensive. The method I'll be using is 500mg capsule of Protonitazene and a large dose of powdered bromazolam. Total cost around $375. Protonitazene Is already 100x as strong as fentanyl and just a few mg of fentanyl is lethal. When I was in the hospital for acute pancreatitis and with an opiate tolerance my dosage of pain meds was 100 MICRO grams of fentanyl and it got me buzzing. The only reason people fail dying this way is because they are found and first responders have narcan. With a little planning you're just gone. And you don't need to use needles dude this shit is so deadly that iv is risky because you could pass out before you get it all into your veins.
Thanks but yeah $375 is way more than I can afford. The thing is I also don't know where to get SN in the US beisides possibly on the dark web but it seems I remember searching a few sites on TOR before but couldn't find any. I knew of one one place selling it last year for about $100 but they no longer sell it from what I can tell. If I did go the fent route would it be as easy as just pooing the pills or is there a little more to it? Also woul it be cheaper than what you mentioned?
 

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