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isam

isam

Member
Dec 11, 2019
91
I think most people won't notice if you say you're okay. I talk to people that I'm not intend to ctb, and I think they believe it.:smiling:
Yeah but I'm in a so bad mood that it's like it's too obvious that I lie, even by text
 
T

Tearygirl

I hate being alone. So please don't leave me.
Dec 1, 2019
143
Yeah but I'm in a so bad mood that it's like it's too obvious that I lie, even by text
I don't act like good mood, too. I'm obviously talking people about ctb, I say I'm just want to do it, but no intention. And they believe.
 
isam

isam

Member
Dec 11, 2019
91
I don't act like good mood, too. I'm obviously talking people about ctb, I say I'm just want to do it, but no intention. And they believe.
I already did it once, + 2 trips in psych ward, so they now how unstable I am. If I ony staet to say "I'm not good at all", they will start to freak out in few seconds.
 
Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
I'm so sorry you're struggling with all of this, love. I understand what you mean when it comes to the psych ward... I could even express my emotions fully or cry with my old therapist without her saying I was extremely symptomatic and I needed high level care. Every single time. I had to fake it so she'd think I'm doing okay. But it was her way of saying I was too much for her.

Sending you all my love. :heart:
 

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