I really just want to experience a relationship once

[samu]

I just broke up with another girl - I didn't really break up, we had been talking for 2 days, but I asked her what her political opinion was, and she didn't want to tell me. Then I asked her what she thought of the AFD (pretty much a Neonazi party in germany) and she replied "Nice Party". Then I said I couldn't combine that with my values and she blocked me. Immediately after that she put a different guy in her bio as her boyfriend since she was choosing between me and another guy. Also she didn't want me to drink alcohol. You bet im drinking alcohol now that I'm depressed like I am

It just Hurts so much. I didn't even love her that much, but I've never had a relationship before. I've never even been on a date. All my friends have girlfriends, and I've never even fucking had a relationship. But I can't be together with someone who would vote for a Nazi party. That wouldn't work for me. But I just want a relationship for once. I want to experience it for once.
Also the girl (different girl) who I once loved and who I still really love is now in a relationship with another guy I know, so that makes everything hurt even more

Man I fucking hate this life

Sorry for the rant

 

[Peter Skellern]

Some good pics and some outgoing patter and you'll get dates. And it's a numbers game online. Talk to a number of potential dateees simultaneously. I can assure you everyone does.

 

[samu]

Some good pics and some outgoing patter and you'll get dates. And it's a numbers game online. Talk to a number potential dateees simultaneously. I can assure you everyone does.

Wtf

 

[Peter Skellern]

You are talking about Dating sites?

 

[samu]

You are talking about Dating sites?

No Instagram. I don't go on Dating sites

 

[Peter Skellern]

Maybe widen the old net then?

 

[deadbidaylight]

I agree with the above post. If you are interested in dating and having a relationship, maybe give a dating site a try. It seems to be the way of the ages these days. There's no shame in it. Many people meet the loves of their lives on dating sites.

 

[divinemistress36]

Give it some time . People will come and go in your life. We all want connection, most romantic relationships are temporarily though so as long as you are ok with that then going on a dating website could help with meeting new people

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I vaguely remember being young and wishing for a relationship. After 3 decades of marriage all I can say is.... I just want to be alone.

 

[suicidal_tendencies]

I agree that getting a relationship with someone is very difficult and needs a lot of courage.
I myself had a relationship with a girl from grade 3 to 6. But back then it was a lot easier to talk with girls than it is now. The girl was in the afternoon school care like me and we had plenty of time to play on the playground.
However, now I am in a different age and everybody around me is using social media. I am pretty much the only one who doesn't use instagram and snapchat, that makes it harder for me to build a connection with people through the online world.
On top of that I have the fashion sense of an elementary student and I have my suicidal thoughts since October, which are keeping me from paying attention in class (gymnasium, I'm not a minor), which leads to me being less attractive because of a certain unsmartness that is being emitted whenever I do other things in class like reading threads in this forum.
However, I need a girlfriend or just someone to commit suicide with because I don't wanna bleed out lonely, if something didn't work.
And that's why I am a little sad at the moment.

I'm also from germany btw, but I dunno if I can PM you because I think not every feature is unlocked. I have my acc since 2 days.

 

[samu]

I agree that getting a relationship with someone is very difficult and needs a lot of courage.
I myself had a relationship with a girl from grade 3 to 6. But back then it was a lot easier to talk with girls than it is now. The girl was in the afternoon school care like me and we had plenty of time to play on the playground.
However, now I am in a different age and everybody around me is using social media. I am pretty much the only one who doesn't use instagram and snapchat, that makes it harder for me to build a connection with people through the online world.
On top of that I have the fashion sense of an elementary student and I have my suicidal thoughts since October, which are keeping me from paying attention in class (gymnasium, I'm not a minor), which leads to me being less attractive because of a certain unsmartness that is being emitted whenever I do other things in class like reading threads in this forum.
However, I need a girlfriend or just someone to commit suicide with because I don't wanna bleed out lonely, if something didn't work.
And that's why I am a little sad at the moment.

I'm also from germany btw, but I dunno if I can PM you because I think not every feature is unlocked. I have my acc since 2 days.

I think you have something in your settings that doesn't let ppl who don't follow you view your profile

I agree that getting a relationship with someone is very difficult and needs a lot of courage.
I myself had a relationship with a girl from grade 3 to 6. But back then it was a lot easier to talk with girls than it is now. The girl was in the afternoon school care like me and we had plenty of time to play on the playground.
However, now I am in a different age and everybody around me is using social media. I am pretty much the only one who doesn't use instagram and snapchat, that makes it harder for me to build a connection with people through the online world.
On top of that I have the fashion sense of an elementary student and I have my suicidal thoughts since October, which are keeping me from paying attention in class (gymnasium, I'm not a minor), which leads to me being less attractive because of a certain unsmartness that is being emitted whenever I do other things in class like reading threads in this forum.
However, I need a girlfriend or just someone to commit suicide with because I don't wanna bleed out lonely, if something didn't work.
And that's why I am a little sad at the moment.

I'm also from germany btw, but I dunno if I can PM you because I think not every feature is unlocked. I have my acc since 2 days.

You should be able to talk to me now

 

[LifeIsASadist]

All I wanted was a gf (specifically one I can be good with), if I can get that I won't CTB

 

[suicidal_tendencies]

I think you have something in your settings that doesn't let ppl who don't follow you view your profile

You should be able to talk to me now

when I click on your username this message is appearing:

Oops! We ran into some problems.

You do not have permission to view this page or perform this action. Maybe I have to react more on posts and do things and then it'll be unlocked. I dunno.

 

[Endlichkeit]

There was time when I also wanted to be in a relationship, and I got into a couple. In reality it's not like you imagine it. It's hard to maintain, you have to put effort in it. And if you were depressed before, it will not help you, in fact, it'll make your depression worse, because eventually you break up, and feel miserable. Then you find someone else, and everything repeats.
It's much easier to be alone.