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Lov3rBoy<3
Feb 23, 2024
141
Any suggestions? Everything been genuinely hurtful to do after months of squeezing any resemblance of enjoyment, I have to force myself to have "fun" when I already know I long stopped enjoying all the hobbies I do, just been doing it out of habit at this point.
 
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Feb 20, 2024
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Same. Things I used to do to cope with my problems aren't as fun anymore as it was then. The only thing rn that genuinely feels enjoyable is gaming, it's just so easy to get lost to, but even that is starting to fade off a little.
 
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BecomingTired

Lov3rBoy<3
Feb 23, 2024
141
Same. Things I used to do to cope with my problems aren't as fun anymore as it was then. The only thing rn that genuinely feels enjoyable is gaming, it's just so easy to get lost to, but even that is starting to fade off a little.
I already stopped liking the games I play now... Worst thing is how the only ones I still enjoy are moreso one-off story driven indie games, so I just got nothing to do
 
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BardBarrie

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Mar 17, 2024
337
Any suggestions? Everything been genuinely hurtful to do after months of squeezing any resemblance of enjoyment, I have to force myself to have "fun" when I already know I long stopped enjoying all the hobbies I do, just been doing it out of habit at this point.

Sounds like it coukd be anhedonia.
Have you sought out any support from mental health services?
 
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BecomingTired

Lov3rBoy<3
Feb 23, 2024
141
Sounds like it coukd be anhedonia.
Have you sought out any support from mental health services?
people in this site keep diagnosing me with all sorts of mental health conditions i never heard of... no tho, mom never cared about my mental health and never bothered trying to book one myself when i hit 18
 
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BardBarrie

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Mar 17, 2024
337
people in this site keep diagnosing me with all sorts of mental health conditions i never heard of... no tho, mom never cared about my mental health and never bothered trying to book one myself when i hit 18

Perhaps it's worth a shot?
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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That's good you can still do things out of habit. I can't do that anymore.
 

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