I ordered SN

[Tomino'sNightengale]

This just got much more real. I decided to give up on my weird fantasy about having a machete stuck in my chest. I'll comprimise with SN. I still want to be found in an Akron motel room, so this might be it. Finally. My meaningless life can end. My biological family will miss me. They'll be very sad, but I can't say it's really a reason to live. I have very little to live for. I failed at life. I just want this all to end.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that I would personally be relieved if I had the option of SN. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are desperate to leave and I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I also see life as being very meaningless. I hope you find freedom from your suffering in whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[Tomino'sNightengale]

I think that I would personally be relieved if I had the option of SN. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are desperate to leave and I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I also see life as being very meaningless. I hope you find freedom from your suffering in whatever happens, I wish you the best.

Thank you.

 

[Achlys]

My SN is arriving in a few days, and I agree—this feels much more real. I've been suicidal for so many years, but I've never attempted to take my life. Knowing that in just several days I can potentially end my suffering with such ease is simultaneously relieving and nerve-wracking.

 

[Tomino'sNightengale]

Feeling so many things right now. I'm afraid. There are people who love me. Yet my life is so meaningless. Why am I alive? What is the point of all of tihis? I failed at life. I was one of 50 people selected to get free education at the University of Akron to become a Spanish teacher. Long story short, I failed that. My dreams were really dashed then. How long does it take for the SN to come? I'm just panicking now.

 

[Brianiskillingme]

what I want to know is where all you guys are finding SN? All I can find is pickling salt or labs who wont sell SN to general public.

 

[Tomino'sNightengale]

what I want to know is where all you guys are finding SN? All I can find is pickling salt or labs who wont sell SN to general public.

I found a place. If you live in America you can Google it.

Hint: Capdown ladies sing this song.......

 

[Foresight]

Is there something to it being Akron? I found the ordering and receiving process surreal. I also have fantasies about more severe methods but having the SN is incredibly relieving. I hope the best whatever that may mean.

 

[Tomino'sNightengale]

Is there something to it being Akron? I found the ordering and receiving process surreal. I also have fantasies about more severe methods but having the SN is incredibly relieving. I hope the best whatever that may mean.

I live in Akron. That's all.

 

[Foresight]

I live in Akron. That's all.

I see. I live in the cleveland area. Got my sn in about 2 weeks from the location above us to be vague.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

what I want to know is where all you guys are finding SN? All I can find is pickling salt or labs who wont sell SN to general public.

Yeah. I'd like to know this, too. Why not share? Don't be bogarts.

 

[Tomino'sNightengale]

I see. I live in the cleveland area. Got my sn in about 2 weeks from the location above us to be vague.

The thing said it would be deleivered by Sunday. I would perfer for it to be delivered in two weeks for more time. It would give me time to mentally prepare for it.

Yeah. I'd like to know this, too. Why not share? Don't be bogarts.

We're not supposed to flat-out list sources. Google it. I gave you a clue.

 

[Foresight]

The thing said it would be deleivered by Sunday. I would perfer for it to be delivered in two weeks for more time. It would give me time to mentally prepare for it.

We're not supposed to flat-out list sources. Google it. I gave you a clue.

Don't even open it. Take the package and tuck it away safely. It'll be there when the time comes.

 

[Tomino'sNightengale]

Part of me wants to just go out right now and get hit by a train.

 

[butterfly🦋]

I ordered SN the other day. I have no idea when it will be here but I feel at times I'm impulsive and having it in my possession may not be such a good thing. I'll see how I feel when I receive it. I already have everything else I need except AE and I'm not so sure I can tolerate those anyway.

 

[bellaciao]

sorry guys, what is SN?

 

[rationaltake]

Yeah. I'd like to know this, too. Why not share? Don't be bogarts.

People are trying to shut down availability of SN to prevent suicides. Some sources are no longer open to private individuals and only sell to companies. People can search this website for sources.

what I want to know is where all you guys are finding SN? All I can find is pickling salt or labs who wont sell SN to general public.

 

[butterfly🦋]

The same source I found here I found on google. As of now a google search still works

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

sorry guys, what is SN?

Hello newbie :)

SN is a type of salt that is highly toxic. It's a very popular method here because it's relatively peaceful and easy-ish to source. Mix 25g of it into 50ml of water and you'll pass.

There's more peaceful methods of course but SN is reliable and can be very simple (although it might look complicated at first because this sub recommends taking a bunch of other medication with it to make it faster).

 

[NobodyKnowsMe]

sorry guys, what is SN?

Acronyms on here (for new users)

This is for new users on here. N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. You can find more information about it in the peaceful pill handbook. We aren't allowed to give personal information on people who have resources, so you'll have to also...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[KrustyWantsOut]

I found a place. If you live in America you can Google it.

Hint: Capdown ladies sing this song.......

I don't get it

 

[Istanbulite]

Hello newbie :)

SN is a type of salt that is highly toxic. It's a very popular method here because it's relatively peaceful and easy-ish to source. Mix 25g of it into 50ml of water and you'll pass.

There's more peaceful methods of course but SN is reliable and can be very simple (although it might look complicated at first because this sub recommends taking a bunch of other medication with it to make it faster).

he joined two years earlier than you

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

he joined two years earlier than you

Haha shit, good catch. I did a dumb there.

 

[Istanbulite]

Haha shit, good catch. I did a dumb there.

clearly a DA you are

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

clearly a DA you are

I don't know how to break this to you, but the phrasing of "I did a dumb" was clearly light hearted.

Have you got anything meaningful to contribute to the forum of suicidal people, or do you only offer condescension and kicking people who are down?

 

[Istanbulite]

I don't know how to break this to you, but the phrasing of "I did a dumb" was clearly light hearted.

Have you got anything meaningful to contribute to the forum of suicidal people, or do you only offer condescension and kicking people who are down?

do you even know what DA stands for?

 

[cringelord111]

Hello newbie :)

SN is a type of salt that is highly toxic. It's a very popular method here because it's relatively peaceful and easy-ish to source. Mix 25g of it into 50ml of water and you'll pass.

There's more peaceful methods of course but SN is reliable and can be very simple (although it might look complicated at first because this sub recommends taking a bunch of other medication with it to make it faster).

Can you list these "more peaceful methods"?

 

[Well-Edited Chaos]

You can find a lot of deets, and links to various dedicated threads, in the Resource Compilation here. There's also a link to download the PPH (the Peaceful Pill Handbook).

 

[Tiemblo]

I ordered SN on tuesday and I have received today. It has been so easy that I can not believe. I think I have to tested but seems totally ok. It is E-250…why never in this forum refers to SN as E-250?

 

[Greenberg]

Because "E-250" is 3 characters longer.