Venting I only feel hate nowadays. It sucks

[NoMoreSanity]

I have no faith in this shit species, I'm only alive because the fear of death is still strong in me and I have no method. That's it. My hate for almost everything outweighs any form of love or compassion I have left. I lost all of that when I realized the horrors of life. I can't cope because I'm disgusted by the idea. Why should I suffer for the rest of my pathetic life for a cause I have no faith in? Society is doomed, humanity will die horribly from all the wars and over population. I'm a philosophical pessimist and a promortalist because those give me ACTUAL solution. My life ends by my own hand. It MUST. because living for even another 10 years would be the most evil thing I could do. There is no good to be done here. There is no hope. I'm sick of being lied to by EVERYONE. I'm sick of feeling good, I'm sick of FEELING in general. I'm sick of not knowing what right and wrong even IS anymore. I genuinely don't see any good reason to stay alive. I only cope to keep myself from going insane, and I hate it. I can't put faith in humanity. I can't. I'm sick of it. Maybe this helps all of you feel better, but it makes me feel worse and only drives my desire to blow my head off. How could you even hold out hope that we can end this, when RIGHT NOW, mena women and children are being slaughtered over beings they can even prove exist( Isreal vs Palestine) and you think we are actually going to bring about the end of the future? Humanity is a failure, a mistake. Life is evil. Living is evil. Why can't putin and trump just push the buttons and end this all?

 

[Halfhourdays]

It's weird, but I concur. I'm daydreaming about WW3 so humanity ends.

"You know me, I hate everyone."

 

[Ijustcantanymore]

I am 100% with you on this. After 35 years of observing humanity, it deserves everything that's happening to it now. It has earned it annihilation.

 

[TornReality]

I feel the same in a way.
All I see is hatred. There is so much chaos and pain in humanity. I see videos on things like "faith restored" ... but they are just humans looking for a few minutes of fame.
And it get's worse over the years. Robberies, killings, wars...
No one cares for anyone anymore.

 

[Silently Dying]

I feel the same in a way.
All I see is hatred. There is so much chaos and pain in humanity. I see videos on things like "faith restored" ... but they are just humans looking for a few minutes of fame.
And it get's worse over the years. Robberies, killings, wars...
No one cares for anyone anymore.

I understand how you feel. I used to be so fun loving and laughing all the time. Now I hate everything and everyone. I can't stand being around anyone. The old me died and I hate the replacement that has taken over my life.

 

[JesiBel]

I don't really hate humanity, but rather the system that controls this world, which was created only for the benefit of a very few (the elite)

I agree that there are horribly cruel and evil people, but not everyone is like that. Leaving these people aside, I think the rest are just victims of the same system, how to overcome something that controls us and has created the rules of the game.

I hate the lack of: humanity, empathy, equality of opportunity and resources. I hate injustice, religions that brainwash and create blind fanatics, and unbridled ambition that creates chaos, war and and innocent deaths.

It's a civilization devastated, and all that remains is selfish survival, every man for himself. We no longer trust our peers; we are afraid and in so much pain.