I never get a break

[アホペンギン]

My body feels like its actually failing, both mentally and physically. I am currently in the hospital due to pneumonia, it came from the flu and it worsened into pneumonia due to malnutrition. I'm unable to eat enough due to crippling stress, this stress is destroying me, at times I can't even breathe because of it, I feel like I am suffocating. It has ruined my immune system because I can't eat because of it. My immune system is so weak. I have been experiencing this stress since August. I was SA'd a few days ago from my schizophrenic uncle who refuses to take his meds, that just caused so much more unnecessary stress and that SA makes me feel absolutely fucking disgusting. No break, never. I just want to ctb the fuck out of this stupid existence already but I have no means of doing so. Fuck this shit.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be so horrible what you are going through, it's just so cruel how people have to suffer so much in this existence with no straightforward way to die.

 

[Kta1994]

Do you think your attempt with sn had caused this problems?

 

[Amyend88]

My body feels like its actually failing, both mentally and physically. I am currently in the hospital due to pneumonia, it came from the flu and it worsened into pneumonia due to malnutrition. I'm unable to eat enough due to crippling stress, this stress is destroying me, at times I can't even breathe because of it, I feel like I am suffocating. It has ruined my immune system because I can't eat because of it. My immune system is so weak. I have been experiencing this stress since August. I was SA'd a few days ago from my schizophrenic uncle who refuses to take his meds, that just caused so much more unnecessary stress and that SA makes me feel absolutely fucking disgusting. No break, never. I just want to ctb the fuck out of this stupid existence already but I have no means of doing so. Fuck this shit.

Have you tried looking at the resources thread?
There's plenty of methods available to most people.

 

[Foreverix]

Have you tried looking at the resources thread?
There's plenty of methods available to most people.

They've been on the forum for a bit, have previous attempts, and they're in the hospital sick with pneumonia. The resources thread isn't going to avail much right now.

Sorry life's being a royal dick, OP. I hope you're able to find some peace eventually.

 

[アホペンギン]

Do you think your attempt with sn had caused this problems?

I don't know.. maybe SN had something to do with it but I don't think its the main cause.