Venting I need to die before my social skills get worse

[infinitiez]

Im so tired of not knowing what to say in reply. I get called rude, emotionless, fake, insensitive. All just because I dont know how to talk.
Sometimes I notice things the other person mentioned that I could use as a conversation topic, but I can never follow up on it. It's so frustrating.

I can feel myself getting worse every day

 

[holymouse]

Im feeling the same way
I am quiet even when im with my friends
when people talk to me, I can't find anything to say, and awkward silence follows