Help i need to CTB. not sure how i should..

[soontobec0rpse]

suicide has been my purpose from the very start, i had constantly thought of it, tried to act on it. ever since i was exposed to it. anyway, i'm thinking about setting a plan into play. i feel weird thinking this way, but i want to traumatize people. i could care less who finds my corpse, whether its my mom, or someone else. there's one person in this whole world that i truly care about, who has no possibility of finding me. My death is supposed to be symbolic in a way. People like to ignore the problems. "oh you were traumatized? it's making you stronger." "your mental illness won't define you!". i'm truly sick of it. why not just be transparent about it.. you're sick and that's forever. people continue to try and force my "recovery" but truly, it's not possible. my brain is sick, and that never goes away for people in my case. i want people to see what truly happens to people like us. what is the point in even thinking about suicide if you can only think about hurting others? realistic, you'll fail. the most successful suicides come to people who give up on humanity. the ones who can stop caring about anyones feelings.

anyway, i'm not sure which method to choose. my preferred is full suspension hanging, however that is not likely as it'll be hard to find an anchor high enough in the air that'll hold my weight. i've considered partial, but i can't seem to find any successful cases of this, it just seems like something that you'd have to fail a hundred times before getting right. it'll be hard for me to really get ahold of chemicals that could kill me.. i've considered jumping, but i'd have to go into the city to find a tall enough building, which isn't really an issue, just seeing some options first. are there any good options with higher success rate? i'm trying to get it right as quickly as possible. i could probably afford to be hospitalized a few times, but i want success as quick as i can get it. i'm not too worried about whether a method is painful or not. i have an impressive pain tolerance and i've already decided that if i truly wanna die, which i do, it'll be worth it either way. are there any good, accessable methods ya'll can think of?

 

[FuneralCry]

There's a suicide resource compilation on here with information about methods, but there's no straightforward way, suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult in this anti-choice society where suicide just isn't accepted as a valid option, to me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with, it's the unfortunate reality. If there was an easy way I would be long gone at this point.

 

[Sad Avocado]

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There's a suicide resource compilation on here with information about methods, but there's no straightforward way, suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult in this anti-choice society where suicide just isn't accepted as a valid option, to me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with, it's the unfortunate reality. If there was an easy way I would be long gone at this point

Wait, where is the compilation you're talking about?

 

[FuneralCry]

Wait, where is the compilation you're talking about?

It's in the pinned threads on the front page of the suicide discussion.

 

[Worndown]

If you must exit, go over methods and research them.
Full needs a strong anchor and height. Partial requires commitment to keep the pressure on and not stand up. Both can be done quickly.
Other methods need product.
Ask questions. There is a lot of experience here.

 

[inmyhead]

For a higher anchor for full you could tie it to the doorknob and put the rope over the top of the door? That's what I'm planning to do.

 

[melwarson]

If you must exit, go over methods and research them.
Full needs a strong anchor and height. Partial requires commitment to keep the pressure on and not stand up. Both can be done quickly.
Other methods need product.
Ask questions. There is a lot of experience here.

Are there any threads on complex suicides using more than one method? I think I know what I'm going to do but was wanting some advice. I want to combine more than one method to make sure I'm successful.

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Are there any threads on complex suicides using more than one method? I think I know what I'm going to do but was wanting some advice. I want to combine more than one method to make sure I'm successful.

I'm using two different methods to make sure that I'm successful… you can do that as well and the success rate will be higher…. I wish you all the best and success in finding the right method (s) for yourself to your journey of eternal peace …

 

[Worndown]

Are there any threads on complex suicides using more than one method? I think I know what I'm going to do but was wanting some advice. I want to combine more than one method to make sure I'm successful.

In life and death, there is one good rule to follow...keep it simple. The more complex the plan, the more there is to fail.

 

[melwarson]

I'm using two different methods to make sure that I'm successful… you can do that as well and the success rate will be higher…. I wish you all the best and success in finding the right method (s) for yourself to your journey of eternal peace …

Thank you for the kind words. Do you feel comfortable sharing your methods? I'm thinking of prescription medications, strangulation and possibly a firearm.

In life and death, there is one good rule to follow...keep it simple. The more complex the plan, the more there is to fail.

Thank you. That's very good advice.

 

[piercedheart]

If you can access it, a gun. Be sure to line it properly and it will be quick, painless and garunteed.

 

[noelsilver]

suicide has been my purpose from the very start, i had constantly thought of it, tried to act on it. ever since i was exposed to it. anyway, i'm thinking about setting a plan into play. i feel weird thinking this way, but i want to traumatize people. i could care less who finds my corpse, whether its my mom, or someone else. there's one person in this whole world that i truly care about, who has no possibility of finding me. My death is supposed to be symbolic in a way. People like to ignore the problems. "oh you were traumatized? it's making you stronger." "your mental illness won't define you!". i'm truly sick of it. why not just be transparent about it.. you're sick and that's forever. people continue to try and force my "recovery" but truly, it's not possible. my brain is sick, and that never goes away for people in my case. i want people to see what truly happens to people like us. what is the point in even thinking about suicide if you can only think about hurting others? realistic, you'll fail. the most successful suicides come to people who give up on humanity. the ones who can stop caring about anyones feelings.

anyway, i'm not sure which method to choose. my preferred is full suspension hanging, however that is not likely as it'll be hard to find an anchor high enough in the air that'll hold my weight. i've considered partial, but i can't seem to find any successful cases of this, it just seems like something that you'd have to fail a hundred times before getting right. it'll be hard for me to really get ahold of chemicals that could kill me.. i've considered jumping, but i'd have to go into the city to find a tall enough building, which isn't really an issue, just seeing some options first. are there any good options with higher success rate? i'm trying to get it right as quickly as possible. i could probably afford to be hospitalized a few times, but i want success as quick as i can get it. i'm not too worried about whether a method is painful or not. i have an impressive pain tolerance and i've already decided that if i truly wanna die, which i do, it'll be worth it either way. are there any good, accessable methods ya'll can think of?

Forgett all of this "suicide" nonsense. You do not want to kill yourself, your ego wants to. You feel like your life is shit? Yes it is. What are you gonna do about it? Because crying about your problems will NOT help you. People would KILL to have your problems. You are the product of your own thoughts and if you cant take control over your own thoughts someone else will. The only thing you will find on here is people trying to tell you to kill yourself. How do you know these people arent some sick psychopaths who get a kick from fucking around with the minds of children online?
You are the only person who can fix this and you are the only person who can FUCK this UP.
For more contact me on discord under: enemy#0006

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Forgett all of this "suicide" nonsense. You do not want to kill yourself, your ego wants to. You feel like your life is shit? Yes it is. What are you gonna do about it? Because crying about your problems will NOT help you. People would KILL to have your problems. You are the product of your own thoughts and if you cant take control over your own thoughts someone else will. The only thing you will find on here is people trying to tell you to kill yourself. How do you know these people arent some sick psychopaths who get a kick from fucking around with the minds of children online?
You are the only person who can fix this and you are the only person who can FUCK this UP.
For more contact me on discord under: enemy#0006

You sound so angry? Are you okay? Maybe you don't know but this is a suicide forum for people to say whatever they want to say without any judgement, if you are pro life then this is a wrong place for you. I pray you find your healing for the anger that you are lashing out on someone you don't know.

 

[absolomonisgone]

maybe it helps...., i got sn. and a strong rope. just in case sn doesn't work, the rope will do.
hanging is a fail proof method....., no matter what they tell you, it's the most effective method.
the moment you step/knock out that chair, there's no comeback. the game is over.
from that moment on, physics/chemistry/biology takes over.
in 10 seconds unconscious, in 3 minutes brain dead, in 5 minutes, fully dead.

 

[soontobec0rpse]

maybe it helps...., i got sn. and a strong rope. just in case sn doesn't work, the rope will do.
hanging is a fail proof method....., no matter what they tell you, it's the most effective method.
the moment you step/knock out that chair, there's no comeback. the game is over.
from that moment on, physics/chemistry/biology takes over.
in 10 seconds unconscious, in 3 minutes brain dead, in 5 minutes, fully dead.

yea i'm thinking hanging will be my best bet, i'm gonna make sure there's no way out. i feel like my stupid SI will "save" me from alot of other methods, and hanging there isn't a way out of. once i fall from the chair there's no escape.. thanks

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

maybe it helps...., i got sn. and a strong rope. just in case sn doesn't work, the rope will do.
hanging is a fail proof method....., no matter what they tell you, it's the most effective method.
the moment you step/knock out that chair, there's no comeback. the game is over.
from that moment on, physics/chemistry/biology takes over.
in 10 seconds unconscious, in 3 minutes brain dead, in 5 minutes, fully dead.

Yeah I know hanging is one of the most popular methods to complete ctb and it has a really high success rate… I thought of that method but the problem is the location… I can't do that in my flat because I don't have anywhere to hang myself …. I even thought of doing it at the park but I will need a stool for it …. I would have rather done it in my flat tbh…

 

[soontobec0rpse]

Yeah I know hanging is one of the most popular methods to complete ctb and it has a really high success rate… I thought of that method but the problem is the location… I can't do that in my flat because I don't have anywhere to hang myself …. I even thought of doing it at the park but I will need a stool for it …. I would have rather done it in my flat tbh…

yea i'm still a little iffy about location... i could do it at my place but i have roomates and if i am found too soon that would be a whole new problem. i'm thinking i'll drive out to my great granmothers grave, visit her for a minute, and walk out into the forest and do it there. seems less likely to be found there.