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submarinedownsea

submarinedownsea

Brazilian so maybe english sucks
Sep 1, 2025
26
I went out from a mental hospital because i was abt to attempt a ctb, now im out and i tought i was fine until my dumbass contact my ex husband. He is dry, he dosent talk to me and i NEED him, not just this has gone wrong, everyone treated me wird like i was a freak on work and i feel ashemed of myself. I cant take this society, principal without my love. Should i do it now or recover again??? I need help, im in a crise and cant stop cryimg for an hour.
 
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getoutgirl

getoutgirl

got out the site <3
Mar 17, 2025
558
I'm really sorry. Right now a choice like should I do it or recover isn't really manageable, clearly you shouldn't do it, most of all what you'd need is to get through this current crisis. Maybe call other people you can rely on, or a hotline, vent your heart out or do whatever can help you relax bit by a bit just a little easier. I don't think I can help much beyond that, but I really hope, and I'm sure, this crisis passes soon and you can think clearly and breathe easier. Again, I'm sorry. Big hugs your way <3
 
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Jello Biafra

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Sep 9, 2024
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There is no quick and easy way that isn't going to be fraught with problems of failure. The golden rule is you can only choose 2 of these 3, and no more than 2.

Painless
Quick
Reliable

That said, this is a very big and final decision. Don't do it impulsively. Try to slow down and think logically about your next steps. What kind of crisis are you facing?

Definitely don't do anything right now - you most likely will just end up worse off than you already are. There are some great people here, and even though we are strangers, I think you will find that people here can relate.
 
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submarinedownsea

Brazilian so maybe english sucks
Sep 1, 2025
26
I'm really sorry. Right now a choice like should I do it or recover isn't really manageable, clearly you shouldn't do it, most of all what you'd need is to get through this current crisis. Maybe call other people you can rely on, or a hotline, vent your heart out or do whatever can help you relax bit by a bit just a little easier. I don't think I can help much beyond that, but I really hope, and I'm sure, this crisis passes soon and you can think clearly and breathe easier. Again, I'm sorry. Big hugs your way <3
I dont have anyone to call, i try, and i need someone to put me on the hospital. Im going insane, but i apreciatte yhe help
 
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overmorrow

overmorrow

it hurts so bad, i can taste it
Oct 15, 2024
262
I'm very sorry to hear ❤️‍🩹 but don't let one person dictate or alter your whole life, i wish you the best, whatever you choose, is right, relax a little, watch something; )
 
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getoutgirl

getoutgirl

got out the site <3
Mar 17, 2025
558
I hope you are doing a bit better now, maybe managed to get yourself to the hospital? In general I just hope the crisis has dwindled a bit, which is what it should do. Big hugs <3
 
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