I'm really scared but I want to CTB. Life is overwhelming and getting worse. I'm not happy. And I can't support myself anyway. Can someone help me? I'm 33f.
I don't know what to do. Honestly, I'm really afraid I'm just going to end up paralyzed or scarred. I have almost no resources because I depend on my family to get by. It's like I'm trapped here. They won't let me go even though I beg them all the time. I really need a partner
