• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
t3chn0_tr4sh

t3chn0_tr4sh

New Member
Sep 5, 2025
1
This is my choice. I have attempted suicide like 56 times now, now I suffer even more because of the attempts that all caused me to not die. I want to leave, my family is so poor they're practically destitute and I can't deal with the stress anymore. My grades are shit as well and I'm on the verge of losing my uni acceptance. I want to be sure I'm going to die somehow, time is not an issue, as long as it works. I don't want any painful methods because I want to live my last moments in peace. The only thing I have access to are household like items I can find in stores. I'm also on a few prescription medications and I have needles:
• Methylphenidate
• Fluoxetine
• Atomoxetine
• Quetiapine
Access to over the counter medications aren't a problem either. Please someone, just tell me how I can end this quickly, easily and with surety.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Praestat_Mori
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,370
Welcome to SaSu!

I doubt anything you have is gonna kill you.

I suggest to read the PPH and the also check out the Suicide Resource Compilation.

 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
  • Like
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and Forveleth
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,186
I wish there's the option to just easily cease existing with no more suffering, it's all I hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
F

Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,016
Welcome to SaSu. I am sorry your life has brought you to this point.

Take a lesson from your 56 failed attempts. Do not make hasty, uneducated decisions. Research the method, plan your attempt carefully, else you are likely to suffer even more.
 
  • Like
Reactions: NearlyIrrelevantCake