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- Jul 21, 2023
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i dont have a strong pipe, or something else to tie a rope on my home what else i can use to hang myself, im also scared of sharp stuff so im not planning to use knifes or else, any ideas ?
im nearly 65kg, but my fear is that i followed this pipe until it gets inside the wall and this one might be a gas pipe. I honestly dont want to bring the whole apartment with meIt depends on your body weight. I wouldn´t do it there.
I wouldn´t use that pipe.im nearly 65kg, but my fear is that i followed this pipe until it gets inside the wall and this one might be a gas pipe. I honestly dont want to bring the whole apartment with me
That looks like a gas pipe ?!im also not sure if this pipe would support my weight
Don't know what's in your flat? Yes probably it's a gas pipe.this one might be a gas pipe.
Hey, if you aren't absolutely positive it can support your weight long term, don't. Have brain damage from making that mistake. Don't make the same mistake. Personally wouldn't trust that thing to support sixty-five kilograms. Also is that a wasp in the corner? Why would you risk the wrath of the almighty stinging one if you don't like sharp stuff? If that is a wasp, and her home is nearby and you try and hang yourself there... OUCH!im also not sure if this pipe would support my weight View attachment 116919
Its just the end of the cable lol. And yeah as i said i dont trust that either but i just cant find another wayHey, if you aren't absolutely positive it can support your weight long term, don't. Have brain damage from making that mistake. Don't make the same mistake. Personally wouldn't trust that thing to support sixty-five kilograms. Also is that a wasp in the corner? Why would you risk the wrath of the almighty stinging one if you don't like sharp stuff? If that is a wasp, and her home is nearby and you try and hang yourself there... OUCH!
It would probably be better to wait for a better method to arise than wind up like this. Or worse. You might wind up alive but physically unable to make another attempt on your own, and no way to ask others for help.Its just the end of the cable lol. And yeah as i said i dont trust that either but i just cant find another way
I mean i know i said im scared of using sharp stuff and cutting myself and yeah i still do, jumping and cutting still scares me. But i dont know when, sometime ago i heard thst waiting your wrists in ice cold water for like half an hour was supposed to make you feel less pain when doing the "thing". I just dont knowIt would probably be better to wait for a better method to arise than wind up like this. Or worse. You might wind up alive but physically unable to make another attempt on your own, and no way to ask others for help.
Am personally unwilling to attempt alone again out of fear of worse brain damage. Can see a difference in communication ability from messages and homework before and after the attempt, and fine motor skills turned to garbage as well. And that's just the tip of the iceberg of noticeable changes that have made life even more unbearable than it was before.
It's not worth the risk.
Do you have money? Can you possibly get money later down the line? Maybe having a partner with you who can help if things go south if that's something you would be comfortable with.I mean i know i said im scared of using sharp stuff and cutting myself and yeah i still do, jumping and cutting still scares me. But i dont know when, sometime ago i heard thst waiting your wrists in ice cold water for like half an hour was supposed to make you feel less pain when doing the "thing". I just dont know
You are being more nicer to me than everyone else around me . But yeah im also scared of that too, i felt like if i cut deep maybe it would work.But please, don't risk your ability to obtain peace on that flimsy thing. Please. If you wake up with brain damage, there's definitely a chance you will regret it. Speaking from experience.
There's a partner megathread here for a reason. Most of us don't have anyone we can talk to about this stuff without fear of being warded or otherwise harmed. Maybe you should check that out? The link for that is under the members information center.i dont have anyone else, only few friends that i speak time to time on whatsapp. Also yeah not a huge stash or wealth but i have money.
You are being more nicer to me than everyone else around me . But yeah im also scared of that too, i felt like if i cut deep maybe it would work.
Thank you so much, i will keep everything you said in mind. i dont know much about the short names of the methods by the way i dont know what sn is
Sure, i had some other things to do yesterday i wasnt really active i will read these nowStan's Guide to SN.
Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document has been designed to give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it works and how to use it. It will use the most simplest way of delivering this information as many members do not have English as their first language. Therefore using...sanctioned-suicide.net
Sodium nitrate.
Would you like the acronym guide as well? It made things a lot easier to understand personally =D
i had a general idea about this method and from all the methods i know now it's probably going to be easiest. Around 100mg of sn is 3$ here. So yeah, thanks for everything im still considering everything i have in life and i also kinda want to wait for my birthday which is on 6th october. if im gonna do this i want ot to be on my birthday. Again thanksStan's Guide to SN.
Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document has been designed to give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it works and how to use it. It will use the most simplest way of delivering this information as many members do not have English as their first language. Therefore using...sanctioned-suicide.net
Sodium nitrate.
Would you like the acronym guide as well? It made things a lot easier to understand personally =D
That's a lot cheaper than was expecting honestly, and of course you should take your time and make your choice on your terms when you are ready, happy early birthday!i had a general idea about this method and from all the methods i know now it's probably going to be easiest. Around 100mg of sn is 3$ here. So yeah, thanks for everything im still considering everything i have in life and i also kinda want to wait for my birthday which is on 6th october. if im gonna do this i want ot to be on my birthday. Again thanks
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/acronyms.109547/ acronym guide =DSure, i had some other things to do yesterday i wasnt really active i will read these now