I need help figuring out a suicide method. I don't even know where to start :(

[jpdx2021]

So I've decided that I can kill myself without my SI kicking in if I die in a non-violent way. I've researched online and have found a few methods that I liked. I liked the idea of SN, but I need guidance on my shopping list. I read some old articles on a "Japanese chemical cocktail" that sounded intriguing, when you mix certain household chemicals it produces a deadly hydrogen sulfide gas, however the articles are all from 2009, I would also appreciate some guidance on how to do this the correct way. I've also been thinking about mixing oxy, xanax, ghb, and alcohol. I would just take the oxy and xanax bars together and wash it down with as much ghb and liquor that I have on hand.

Help is very much appreciated! The only other method is jumping off a bridge and my SI always kicks in when I walk on the bridge.

 

[medjooled11]

Don't mix and drink household chemicals. It's not as foolproof and non-violent than you think.
Out of the options you listed drug use or SN would work best.

 

[Viranamari]

A not-so-painful way is by overdosing on sleeping pills. Sleeping pills contain melatonin and too much of it leads to death however, I believe you need a prescription. CTB is not the only option so I hope you know what you are doing.

 

[liverhood]

A not-so-painful way is by overdosing on sleeping pills. Sleeping pills contain melatonin and too much of it leads to death however, I believe you need a prescription. CTB is not the only option so I hope you know what you are doing.

i once chugged like 40 melatonin tablets. nothing happened. woke up like usual the next morning

 

[FuneralCry]

The user who created this thread hasn't even been seen on the forum for over a year so there probably isn't much point to giving them any kind of advice now. This thread is from 2021. And anyway, I'm pretty sure that sleeping pills is well known for being an unreliable method.

 

[Viranamari]

i once chugged like 40 melatonin tablets. nothing happened. woke up like usual the next morning

I apologise for giving out an unreliable method. If you mind, would you like your share why you considered to CTB?

The user who created this thread hasn't even been seen on the forum for over a year so there probably isn't much point to giving them any kind of advice now. This thread is from 2021. And anyway, I'm pretty sure that sleeping pills is well known for being an unreliable method.

Sorry for the unreliable method. It was too hard to achieve anyways. On a happier note at least the person who posted this no longer wants to CTB. In your opinion what do you think is the best way to CTB?

 

[liverhood]

I apologise for giving out an unreliable method. If you mind, would you like your share why you considered to CTB?

well, the reason's pretty simple. i don't have some dramatic and traumatic story like a lot of people on here. i just believe that life is meaningless and not worth living. existence is inherently suffering, and not doing so is objectively better. i tried overdosing twice, and, while the first attempt just failed without consequences, the second was an extremely unpleasant experience, to put it lightly. after that, i decided to wait it out, unless i get my hands on a more reliable and painless method, like a gun :P

 

[Viranamari]

well, the reason's pretty simple. i don't have some dramatic and traumatic story like a lot of people on here. i just believe that life is meaningless and not worth living. existence is inherently suffering, and not doing so is objectively better. i tried overdosing twice, and, while the first attempt just failed without consequences, the second was an extremely unpleasant experience, to put it lightly. after that, i decided to wait it out, unless i get my hands on a more reliable and painless method, like a gun :P

I see..same here. I have no trauma yet I have mental health issues. It is nice knowing that there are others out there. I hope things get better for you.

 

[liverhood]

I see..same here. I have no trauma yet I have mental health issues. It is nice knowing that there are others out there. I hope things get better for you.

i never said things are bad for me? i don't see what would suggest that they are, so i'm clueless as of how you inquired such information. also, maybe you should check the rules again? pretty sure there's a thing there regarding mental illnesses

 

[FuneralCry]

Sorry for the unreliable method. It was too hard to achieve anyways. On a happier note at least the person who posted this no longer wants to CTB. In your opinion what do you think is the best way to CTB?

We don't know if the person's wish to die changed or not, they might of went through with ctb or they just simply never returned to this site.
From what I'm aware the best way to ctb sounds like it would be Nembutal but sadly that's not an option at the moment, instead there are only N scams going around.

 

[Viranamari]

i never said things are bad for me? i don't see what would suggest that they are, so i'm clueless as of how you inquired such information. also, maybe you should check the rules again? pretty sure there's a thing there regarding mental illnesses

Once again I am sorry, I hope I did not make you feel bad. I understand I might get a bit carried away when it comes to topics like this. Thank you for your understanding. Hope you have a nice day.

We don't know if the person's wish to die changed or not, they might of went through with ctb or they just simply never returned to this site.
From what I'm aware the best way to ctb sounds like it would be Nembutal but sadly that's not an option at the moment, instead there are only N scams going around.

I am sorry for jumping to conclusions. If only people did not have to go through so much trouble to CTB as it is a personal opinion.

 

[lukas19]

A not-so-painful way is by overdosing on sleeping pills. Sleeping pills contain melatonin and too much of it leads to death however, I believe you need a prescription. CTB is not the only option so I hope you know what you are doing.

You can buy bottles of pure melatonin online. i used to use it as a sleep aid but quite weak. Not many prescription drugs can OD you (the only drug that looked good to me was anti anxiety, beta blockers designed to slow your heart, too many and your heart will start)
I tried about 100 of them but i fucked up i had a meal shortly beforehand (obviously i now know you need to fast)

 

[Viranamari]

You can buy bottles of pure melatonin online. i used to use it as a sleep aid but quite weak. Not many prescription drugs can OD you (the only drug that looked good to me was anti anxiety, beta blockers designed to slow your heart, too many and your heart will start)
I tried about 100 of them but i fucked up i had a meal shortly beforehand (obviously i now know you need to fast)

Yeah sleeping pills are not reliable but Nembutal is. However, it is difficult to obtain as it leads to death. It is also used to treat insomnia.

 

[lukas19]

Nembutal is as rare as rocking horse shit! Don't think it's used now as too many deaths.