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i hate myself

i hate myself

Member
May 2, 2018
6
(This thread is going to be in english and in spanish, because i really want to see how many people who talk spanish walks arround this forum, but of course i also know english, so you can continue this thread in english if you want)

I really feel alone and i know that this isn't the best place to do this but i think that at this forum there is a lot of people with depression (as me), who takes drugs and alcohol (as me), who needs someone to talk to. So it would be pretty good to make some kind of little community or a little group of depressive friends here on the internet, to forget our shitty lifes just talking about anything and everything at the same time.
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Realmente me siento solo y sé que este no es el mejor lugar para hacer esto pero creo que en este foro hay mucha gente (como yo) con depresión, que toman drogas y alcohol (como yo), que necesitan alguien a quien hablar, así que estaría muy guay hacer algún tipo de comunidad pequeñita o algún pequeño grupo de amigos depresivos aquí en internet, para olvidar nuestras mierdas de vidas solo hablando de nada y todo a la vez.
 
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Kfoe!12

the grind
Mar 21, 2018
157
I've never drunk alcohol or taken drugs, I don't really like to be out of control which is why I like methods of suicide that aren't instant.
I hope our differences can birth some interesting conversations.
What's your thought on psychedelics? Heard they could make your whole life turn around for both the good and the bad.
 
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Envizib ЗОМБІ

New Member
May 4, 2018
1
i hate myself said:
(This thread is going to be in english and in spanish, because i really want to see how many people who talk spanish walks arround this forum, but of course i also know english, so you can continue this thread in english if you want)

I really feel alone and i know that this isn't the best place to do this but i think that at this forum there is a lot of people with depression (as me), who takes drugs and alcohol (as me), who needs someone to talk to. So it would be pretty good to make some kind of little community or a little group of depressive friends here on the internet, to forget our shitty lifes just talking about anything and everything at the same time.
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Realmente me siento solo y sé que este no es el mejor lugar para hacer esto pero creo que en este foro hay mucha gente (como yo) con depresión, que toman drogas y alcohol (como yo), que necesitan alguien a quien hablar, así que estaría muy guay hacer algún tipo de comunidad pequeñita o algún pequeño grupo de amigos depresivos aquí en internet, para olvidar nuestras mierdas de vidas solo hablando de nada y todo a la vez.
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AL DIABLO LA "VIDA" ...YO NO ME DROGO PERO HE PENSADO EN HACERLO, ALGÚN DÍA... CON HEROÍNA, HE ESCUCHADO QUE PUEDE SER MORTAL
 
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Neo-Schopenhauerian

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Apr 16, 2018
32
Mad said:
I've never drunk alcohol or taken drugs, I don't really like to be out of control which is why I like methods of suicide that aren't instant.
I hope our differences can birth some interesting conversations.
What's your thought on psychedelics? Heard they could make your whole life turn around for both the good and the bad.
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Did you say you're on the autism spectrum? Benzos can actually make you feel more in control because you're not as paralyzed by the crippling anxiety-fear-apprehension trio that's common among us.
 
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Sharethepain

Sharethepain

We forge the chains we wear in life.
May 2, 2018
138
Mad said:
I've never drunk alcohol or taken drugs, I don't really like to be out of control which is why I like methods of suicide that aren't instant.
I hope our differences can birth some interesting conversations.
What's your thought on psychedelics? Heard they could make your whole life turn around for both the good and the bad.
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I can relate on the control part, the thought of instant black out after gunshot seems more scary than bleeding out or overdosing for example.
 
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Kfoe!12

the grind
Mar 21, 2018
157
Neo-Schopenhauerian said:
Did you say you're on the autism spectrum? Benzos can actually make you feel more in control because you're not as paralyzed by the crippling anxiety-fear-apprehension trio that's common among us.
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I've been on two different kinds of benzos as a part of my medication, both didn't really work out. Everyone reacts differently to different medicine, mirtazapine + citalopram is a good combo for me, kills all social anxiety but boosts a tiny bit my general anxiety.

Sharethepain said:
I can relate on the control part, the thought of instant black out after gunshot seems more scary than bleeding out or overdosing for example.
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Never thought I would meet someone with the same opinion.
 
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HeartbreakInStereo

Restless
Jun 14, 2018
31
Hola
i hate myself said:
(This thread is going to be in english and in spanish, because i really want to see how many people who talk spanish walks arround this forum, but of course i also know english, so you can continue this thread in english if you want)

I really feel alone and i know that this isn't the best place to do this but i think that at this forum there is a lot of people with depression (as me), who takes drugs and alcohol (as me), who needs someone to talk to. So it would be pretty good to make some kind of little community or a little group of depressive friends here on the internet, to forget our shitty lifes just talking about anything and everything at the same time.
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Realmente me siento solo y sé que este no es el mejor lugar para hacer esto pero creo que en este foro hay mucha gente (como yo) con depresión, que toman drogas y alcohol (como yo), que necesitan alguien a quien hablar, así que estaría muy guay hacer algún tipo de comunidad pequeñita o algún pequeño grupo de amigos depresivos aquí en internet, para olvidar nuestras mierdas de vidas solo hablando de nada y todo a la vez.
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Hola, me preguntaba si podríamos hablar. Pareces de España, no?
 
Aaron

Aaron

Member
Jul 2, 2018
63
Mad said:
I've never drunk alcohol or taken drugs, I don't really like to be out of control which is why I like methods of suicide that aren't instant.
I hope our differences can birth some interesting conversations.
What's your thought on psychedelics? Heard they could make your whole life turn around for both the good and the bad.
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I've tripped a fair amount of times on LSD, keeping doses low. For me it helps make the world more colorful for a day. Actually some motivation to get out of my dark room and enjoy bike trips to nature. It's my "vacation" every month or so during summer period.
If your just looking for the "complete bliss" feeling I'd say look into pure MDMA but it's not sustainable.
 
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Paulette

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Jul 5, 2018
1
i hate myself said:
(This thread is going to be in english and in spanish, because i really want to see how many people who talk spanish walks arround this forum, but of course i also know english, so you can continue this thread in english if you want)

I really feel alone and i know that this isn't the best place to do this but i think that at this forum there is a lot of people with depression (as me), who takes drugs and alcohol (as me), who needs someone to talk to. So it would be pretty good to make some kind of little community or a little group of depressive friends here on the internet, to forget our shitty lifes just talking about anything and everything at the same time.
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Realmente me siento solo y sé que este no es el mejor lugar para hacer esto pero creo que en este foro hay mucha gente (como yo) con depresión, que toman drogas y alcohol (como yo), que necesitan alguien a quien hablar, así que estaría muy guay hacer algún tipo de comunidad pequeñita o algún pequeño grupo de amigos depresivos aquí en internet, para olvidar nuestras mierdas de vidas solo hablando de nada y todo a la vez.
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i hate myself said:
(This thread is going to be in english and in spanish, because i really want to see how many people who talk spanish walks arround this forum, but of course i also know english, so you can continue this thread in english if you want)

I really feel alone and i know that this isn't the best place to do this but i think that at this forum there is a lot of people with depression (as me), who takes drugs and alcohol (as me), who needs someone to talk to. So it would be pretty good to make some kind of little community or a little group of depressive friends here on the internet, to forget our shitty lifes just talking about anything and everything at the same time.
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Realmente me siento solo y sé que este no es el mejor lugar para hacer esto pero creo que en este foro hay mucha gente (como yo) con depresión, que toman drogas y alcohol (como yo), que necesitan alguien a quien hablar, así que estaría muy guay hacer algún tipo de comunidad pequeñita o algún pequeño grupo de amigos depresivos aquí en internet, para olvidar nuestras mierdas de vidas solo hablando de nada y todo a la vez.
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No se si tengo depresión pero acabo de hacer algo que cualquier persona pensaría que es estupido lo que hice... me corte las muñecas, no son tan profundas pero son lo suficiente como para aliviar mi dolor sin que los demás a se den cuenta.
 
i hate myself

i hate myself

Member
May 2, 2018
6
Paulette said:
No se si tengo depresión pero acabo de hacer algo que cualquier persona pensaría que es estupido lo que hice... me corte las muñecas, no son tan profundas pero son lo suficiente como para aliviar mi dolor sin que los demás a se den cuenta.
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No te preocupes, yo también me corto a menudo y sé que no es algo bonito, pero me sirve para olvidarme del resto de puta mierda que me rodea.
 
HeartbreakInStereo

HeartbreakInStereo

Restless
Jun 14, 2018
31
i hate myself said:
No te preocupes, yo también me corto a menudo y sé que no es algo bonito, pero me sirve para olvidarme del resto de puta mierda que me rodea.
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yo me solía cortar pero como ahora todo el mundo no me deja sola por miedo a que me desangre pues me reduzco al espacio de estos foros xD
 
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somniox

New Member
Sep 27, 2018
4
Hola a todos yo soy español también, un placer ver personas expresándose en mi idioma.
 
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faex42

Experienced
Oct 19, 2018
213
Perdone porque hace un buen rato me desacosutumbraba escribir en español y solamente hablo y leo. Creo con un poquito de tiempo puedo recurperar mi capacidad escribir bien.
 
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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,075
Hola, yo también soy español, si quieren hablar aquí estoy.
 
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faex42

Experienced
Oct 19, 2018
213
Hola Eren. Seria un placer hablar español con otros.
 
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faex42

Experienced
Oct 19, 2018
213
Hola Eren. ¿Que tal?

Vivo en los EE.UU. específicamente el estado de Massacusetts. Tuve que visitar a mi madre hoy en Boston. Boston es hora y medio de distancia por conducir pero normalmente no estoy muy lejos de mi computadora.

Si quieras tambien puedes mandarme un mensaje privado o escribir en mi muro.

Deseo que algún dia pronto que todas las personas que necesitan su propio lugarcito para hablar cómodamente pueden encontrarlo.

Chao
 
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Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
394
Weed and alcohol transcends language barriers. Big hello!

I'm still relatively new here but everyone has been welcoming.
 
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