Venting I need a hero

[Sadbanana]

I need someone to save me. Someone with power to change my reality. Someone who tells me, that I'm worth and that last 15 years were only a bad dream and that all of my dispair was just a delusion. I need someone to wake me up from this bad dream.

 

[Off_Switch]

There's only one way out of this bad dream.

 

[Abyss Dweller]

My number one metric by far for people is whether or not they are kind. People who are hurting often are the kindest people around. Not sure why, but probably they don't want to anyone to experience something similar so they go out their way to be nice to others. That's my experience on this forum as well and it breaks my heart that so many kind people are suffering. So for whatever it's worth from a random stranger from the internet: you are worthy.

 

[unluckysadness]

In my opinion, the only "person" who has this skill is God.
Your post is very touching. I can feel your beautiful soul.
I'll pray for you if you want

edit : Oh sorry, I just saw "God doesn't care" under your nickname (I didn't want to hurt you)

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

 

[unluckysadness]

My number one metric by far for people is whether or not they are kind. People who are hurting often are the kindest people around. Not sure why, but probably they don't want to anyone to experience something similar so they go out their way to be nice to others. That's my experience on this forum as well and it breaks my heart that so many kind people are suffering. So for whatever it's worth from a random stranger from the internet: you are worthy.

You're right : in general, the nicer you are, the more you suffer. And the meaner you are, the more you are valued in this society. We see it every day.

I immediately thought of this song but I didn't dare to share it...

 

[Sadbanana]

My favorite song

 

[Mr. Snrub]

Are you sure someone telling you that your despair was a delusion would be helpful in the long run? That sounds more like villain territory.

 

[Dejected 55]

There was someone I thought could save me... I hoped she would save me... but she is not going to save me. I am in this alone until the end.