i need a friend, please, somebody, anybody.

[ever so lonely]

i know it sounds desperate but please somebody, i been losing so many people lately due to how moody and unpredictable i am these days what with the anxiety and panic disorder, i seem to
push others away so often, if i am going through it, my coping mechanism, but i am so sick of the loneliness, i cannot do it nomore, i thought i could, and have for nigh on 4 years or so, but it is eating away at my soul (i have been lonely since 2020 and the beginning of the pandemic), ish, but it is chipping away at me each day, loneliness is so so hard to bare, plz, if anybody wouldnt much mind a chat i would rly appreciate it, thank you and please take care, i still have my sodium nitrite from kl, and still going over whether to do it or not, i am so so scared, of everything, of death, of myself, or what i may do to myself in the heat of the moment, of living, of loneliness, i cant bare this nomore, it is silence every day, al day, just me, and my distractions, but they arent working nomore, i need other people, i have realised, i need somebody, male/female it doesnt matter, a chat would be lovely, we can talk about anything as a topic of discussion, i cant do this nomore, these panic attacks are killing me , so is the loneliness, take care peoples , if i sound desperate, i guess i am.

 

[Elle]

You ok?

 

[ever so lonely]

i dont think so mate, i feel awful today, i dont know why, but i thought i would turn to this community as it is always so supportive, social media, not so much, i felt more lonely there than irl, if anything, thanks for replying, do you fancy a chat about anything ? i guess many of us are so lonely, it makes me wonder why ?, why are so many of us out here so lonely, and what has caused that shift, anyhoo sorry if sound needy, just a mess, thank you for responding too, how are you doing btw ? do you battle loneliness too ?, it's weird how you can do it for so long then it becomes intolerable, can you relate ? thanks again for replying

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Loneliness sucks dude. I just lost someone who means a lot to me. I'll be alright though. Best wishes.

 

[yellowroses]

Message me friend I'd love to chat

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Loneliness kills this is one of the major factors in our society that causes so much mental problems. OP sorry this is so awful what you have to go through. Ihope you can find peace!

If you wanna chat, feel free to send a pm.

 

[todiefor]

I started a thread on loneliness yesterday, it kills everything for me, makes things futile and purposeless.

Feel free to send a pm if you want to chat, although I'm a little confused what the difference is between pm and dms? Is pm What's mostly used?

 

[ever so lonely]

thanks guys for that i feel better with people responding already, just to feel validated, i am sorry so many of us are going through this, what an awful existence i will try sending mges too, dot the admin mentioned a discord server that allows us to play games and interact that way, i never knew that existed, that feature, so could try this as a way of meeting new people too, thanks for the responses guys, honestly it has made my day, so thanking you, i will send some dms soonies, once the anxiety attacks has passed if that is ok ?, thanks again, we have eachother here at least, god bless sasu, even tho the f^%#*^#, are trying to take that away from us too,
i think it is similar, i think it works like you have group chats and the individual private messages at least i think but dont quote me on that my friend as could be wrong, doesnt it suck mate ?, loneliness prolonged leaves you feeling devoid of anything, your bang on the money there, hit the nail on the head, i feel if we dont have others to make life worthwhile, why even bother, i guess it took a bit for that penny to drop though, i hope your doing ok brother, and when anxiety attacks has passed can i mge if ok ? peace and blessings to everybody

 

[yellowroses]

I started a thread on loneliness yesterday, it kills everything for me, makes things futile and purposeless.

Feel free to send a pm if you want to chat, although I'm a little confused what the difference is between pm and dms? Is pm What's mostly used?

PM is "private message, ", DM is "direct message", they mean the same thing, I think they just originated in different parts of the internet so the terminology is slightly different. Most people should know what you mean either way

 

[todiefor]

PM is "private message, ", DM is "direct message", they mean the same thing, I think they just originated in different parts of the internet so the terminology is slightly different. Most people should know what you mean either way

Thank you @yellowroses. I notice there's a "start chat" button and a "start conversation" button, is one better than another in any way? I was just told dms cannot be deleted.

 

[Dot]

Also

Loneliness Megathread

i wish i was able to have friends im so fucking lonely its unbearable i was always a huge pushover, i wasnt able to say no and pretty much did everything other people told me without thinking whether i myself want to do it, i was a really easy target that you could easily pressure into doing...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Praestat_Mori]

"start chat" button and a "start conversation"

"Start Chat" starts a private chat, msgs can't be deleted until the whole chat conversation is ended, it's all private.
"Start Conversation" appears in that envelope button, it's better for single message, imo.

 

[HouseofMortok]

I saw this in the off topic section I hope it gives you a chuckle. "Replace a word in a movie title with Fanny"

My favourite, just so perfect, for my humour atleast.

Bill and Teds Excellent Fanny
Bill and Teds Bogus Fanny
Bill and Ted Face the Fanny



Ace Ventura Fanny Detective

 

[yellowroses]

Thank you @yellowroses. I notice there's a "start chat" button and a "start conversation" button, is one better than another in any way? I was just told dms cannot be deleted.

I'm on a phone so idk if it's different on a computer but, If you go to your inbox and "private conversations" you can click on the little guy with a plus sign next to it and it should give you the option to "start private conversation", you just put in the username of whoever you want to message. That's what I've been doing, but yeah it seems like messages can't be deleted on this site

 

[Elle]

Feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to always here

 

[Kerrtu]

i know it sounds desperate but please somebody, i been losing so many people lately due to how moody and unpredictable i am these days what with the anxiety and panic disorder, i seem to
push others away so often, if i am going through it, my coping mechanism, but i am so sick of the loneliness, i cannot do it nomore, i thought i could, and have for nigh on 4 years or so, but it is eating away at my soul (i have been lonely since 2020 and the beginning of the pandemic), ish, but it is chipping away at me each day, loneliness is so so hard to bare, plz, if anybody wouldnt much mind a chat i would rly appreciate it, thank you and please take care, i still have my sodium nitrite from kl, and still going over whether to do it or not, i am so so scared, of everything, of death, of myself, or what i may do to myself in the heat of the moment, of living, of loneliness, i cant bare this nomore, it is silence every day, al day, just me, and my distractions, but they arent working nomore, i need other people, i have realised, i need somebody, male/female it doesnt matter, a chat would be lovely, we can talk about anything as a topic of discussion, i cant do this nomore, these panic attacks are killing me , so is the loneliness, take care peoples , if i sound desperate, i guess i am.

Message me anytime - I'm alone pretty much all of the time and I know those feelings well.

I normally sleep using Lotso Lovin' Bear from Toy Story 3 as a neck support, but one day in particular I was trying to tidy up the bedroom and Lotso fell to the floor. When I picked him up, I started crying so hard. I was hugging him like he was my baby - I was sobbing. I realized I hadn't held or hugged anyone in such a long time.

A couple of months ago, I found his mini:



Sending you a hug now

I saw this in the off topic section I hope it gives you a chuckle. "Replace a word in a movie title with Fanny"

My favourite, just so perfect, for my humour atleast.

Bill and Teds Excellent Fanny
Bill and Teds Bogus Fanny
Bill and Ted Face the Fanny



Ace Ventura Fanny Detective

That is pretty funny - damn, I should check out the "off topic" section sometime.

One of my all time favorite movies is What About Bob? aka What About Fanny?

House on Haunted Fanny
The Silence of the Fanny
Father of the Fanny

This is too much

 

[todiefor]

Sending everyone here on this thread lots of hugs

 

[Dot]

Message me anytime - I'm alone pretty much all of the time and I know those feelings well.

I normally sleep using Lotso Lovin' Bear from Toy Story 3 as a neck support, but one day in particular I was trying to tidy up the bedroom and Lotso fell to the floor. When I picked him up, I started crying so hard. I was hugging him like he was my baby - I was sobbing. I realized I hadn't held or hugged anyone in such a long time.

A couple of months ago, I found his mini:

View attachment 116077

Sending you a hug now




That is pretty funny - damn, I should check out the "off topic" section sometime.

One of my all time favorite movies is What About Bob? aka What About Fanny?

House on Haunted Fanny
The Silence of the Fanny
Father of the Fanny

This is too much

FnnyBustrs
Indna Jnes & th/ Fnny of Doom
Schindlrs Fnny

 

[HouseofMortok]

Star Wars Episode I - The Phantom Fanny (hahahaha)

Star Wars Episode II - Attack of the Fanny
Star Wars Episode III - Revenge of the Fanny
Star Wars Episode IV - A New Fanny
Star Wars Episode V - The Empire Strikes Fanny
Star Wars Episode VI - Return of the Fanny

Star Wars Episode VII - The Fanny Awakens
Star Wars Episode VIII - The Last Fanny
Star Wars Episode IX - The Rise of Fanny

Rogue Fanny A Star Wars Story

 

[todiefor]

Star Wars Episode I - The Phantom Fanny (hahahaha)

Star Wars Episode II - Attack of the Fanny
Star Wars Episode III - Revenge of the Fanny
Star Wars Episode IV - A New Fanny
Star Wars Episode V - The Empire Strikes Fanny
Star Wars Episode VI - Return of the Fanny

Star Wars Episode VII - The Fanny Awakens
Star Wars Episode VIII - The Last Fanny
Star Wars Episode IX - The Rise of Fanny

Rogue Fanny A Star Wars Story

This made my day

 

[HighFlight]

@ever so lonely - Hopefully your panic attack has quieted down, and have been able to find ways to interact with others on this site. (Thank you @Dot) While it seems you have several people in this thread willing to talk, feel free to add me to the list.

 

[astamyr]

You can message me mate, you aren't alone. Hugs!

 

[ever so lonely]

thank you guys honestly, dont know where i would be without this community