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notsosillybilly

notsosillybilly

dear princess celestia i wanna kms
Apr 8, 2026
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i haven't cut in a couple months and i really want to relapse, but idk how i would get away with it. i'm currently staying with my fwbs house and we have sex every week, so hiding fresh scars away from him would be impossible. it's almost 3 am and it won't leave my head, i literally wanna take my scalpel rn and go deep into my skin
 
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bipp

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Mar 29, 2026
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im very sorry about that, I hope these feelings go away soon, if you feel comfortable doing so, do talk to someone.
 
LilGhost

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Shark
Apr 8, 2026
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i haven't cut in a couple months and i really want to relapse, but idk how i would get away with it. i'm currently staying with my fwbs house and we have sex every week, so hiding fresh scars away from him would be impossible. it's almost 3 am and it won't leave my head, i literally wanna take my scalpel rn and go deep into my skin
Oooffff, I understand that feelings. Did you try putting ice cubes on your wrist (so the way it melts and that it's cold can give your brain similar feeling) or squeeze it for pain, also, that didn't rlly work for me, but you can try blood donating for blood pulling out of you feeling. The thing that kinda worked for me (short term tho) was drawing over my scars, specifically sharks cause I'd be sad to see them pulling apart. Anyway, w for being clean so long!!!
 
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