Venting I might've fucked up

[EyesOfNight]

I tried getting my hands on a better second CTB method. As it now stands I have a strong suspicion that I have been found out.
Since I could potentially get into legal trouble and lose my freedom I'm going to start fasting now. That way I will be ready to down my SN by tomorrow depending on what news I will receive.
This sucks so fucking much. What can you do tho, it's just life.
I'm already starting to shut down, just a hollow husk that knows it's already dead. Like an inmate on their way to deaths row.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really dreadful, it truly is so hellish to me how people can end up suffering much more all because they want to die in peace. But anyway best wishes.

 

[iloverachel]

i am so sorry my friend sounds awful what you are going through
Sending best wishes for a peaceful journey

 

[botanist_dude]

I hope your suspicions are wrong and that people will leave you in peace.
My best wishes on your decision!

 

[Csmith8827]

I tried getting my hands on a better second CTB method. As it now stands I have a strong suspicion that I have been found out.
Since I could potentially get into legal trouble and lose my freedom I'm going to start fasting now. That way I will be ready to down my SN by tomorrow depending on what news I will receive.
This sucks so fucking much. What can you do tho, it's just life.
I'm already starting to shut down, just a hollow husk that knows it's already dead. Like an inmate on their way to deaths row.

Care to go into more detail about what exactly happened? Can you disclose?

 

[EyesOfNight]

Care to go into more detail about what exactly happened? Can you disclose?

Something didn't work as intended withholding some information from me and the meaning of something got lost in translation. Combined it made me believe I would receive a letter because my package was held at customs.
4 hours after posting this thread when I got bored of moping around I double checked the information I got and came to that conclusion. I have now received my package without any obvious signs that I'm in trouble.