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healthrecovery
Specialist
- Sep 25, 2021
- 378
I have the feeling i might do it tonight. The feeling of using my N draws closer..these invega sustenna shots totally ruined me...i already had severe burnout and ptsd and these meds gave me another one on top of it..it takes a year or more to recover from this crap it makes me extremely suicidal
Then i have issues which cannot be resolved i cannot turn back time
Sadly i love life to a certain degree...if i wouldnt have gotten these shots i would still have a pretty hard life but i wouldn't ctb
I cannot stop ruminating over my past mistakes its horrible i want to be released from this plane
Then i have issues which cannot be resolved i cannot turn back time
Sadly i love life to a certain degree...if i wouldnt have gotten these shots i would still have a pretty hard life but i wouldn't ctb
I cannot stop ruminating over my past mistakes its horrible i want to be released from this plane