Venting I like to be alone, but feel lonely now

[cellar door]

hey there! it's been a long time since my last post, but I'm still here (sadly alive).

I'm alone for a week now and will be alone for 6 more days, I usually like this but I don't have online friends anymore, the one and only friend that I made in this forum, is the only that I know I can talk with about anything, but we don't chat that often anymore (don't get me wrong, I love this friend and it's completely normal for friendships to be distant sometimes).

anyway, I think that when I'm alone I like to talk to people online, but I just don't have anyone to chat with, I used to have 3 or more apps for random chatting but I feel so empty using these apps

I'm drinking, smoking and playing video games all day long, but I can't share my achieves in games nor tell someone a funny thought that I had while drunk.

 

[violetskies]

i don't mind talking if you want to ? obviously it's okay if you dont

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Choosing to be alone always seems to feel better than actually having no one to talk to. There's definitely a difference but not everyone can understand it.

I hope you can find someone to talk with and help with the loneliness

 

[cellar door]

Choosing to be alone always seems to feel better than actually having no one to talk to. There's definitely a difference but not everyone can understand it.

I hope you can find someone to talk with and help with the loneliness

thanks uncle iroh, I literally read that with his voice

 

[sindra]

Being alone has always been great for me, though the feeling of loneliness is something completely different. Loneliness just tears you from the inside, I would usually watch movies or play video games to distract me from it but the distraction is temporary. Hopefully everything turns out great for you.