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Venting I laught like psycho when thinking about ctb, I've gone insane

LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
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I fantasize about stabbing myself multiple times, jumping off a building and have my organs splattered on the road, being beheaded by a terrorist group, etc

I despise myself so much that I imagine my death from a third person view and just laught. I really can't stand who the hell I am as a person.
 
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