I know what I need to recover

[hurb]

I just need to be obsessed over someone and for them to be obsessed back, basically matching our energy
it sounds so easy , but where I live people are so uninteresting it makes me wanna blow my brains out.
dating apps are so miserable too , it feels almost impossible to make any kind of connection

 

[pang of joy]

lol so true. it gives you a reason to live until the passion eventually dies out.. then ur worse than when u started

 

[Arvayn]

I had this before and I can confirm that it absolutely does make life beautiful, despite what people say. But the symptoms you suffer through if a fallout happens are absolutely not fun, and it did in my case.
I had major depressive disorder, psychosis, nervous system shutdowns, constant brain fog...

Quite frankly, it's either the best or the worst trade of all time. High risk, high reward.

 

[hurb]

People say build ur future then u will find the one, I cant build smthg idc about.
I would only care about building a future with someone

 

[Alpacachino]

There's someone out there like that for each and every person, but it's very difficult to find them.

 

[violetforever]

lol so true. it gives you a reason to live until the passion eventually dies out.. then ur worse than when u started

literally what happened to me and i don't wish to ever recreate it.