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waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
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like, idk it just sounds better
preferably someone blood choking me until im brain dead idk
i dislike being alive
i think it would be a much nicer if like, other people didn't see death as a sad thing, and u could just say "ok yea my time is over" and then u can have someone u trust kill u in a peaceful way, n then u would be happy in ur last moments n they would get to say goodbye and make sure it was all peaceful

i don't understand why death is a bad thing
if someone is suffering, to the point that they are dosed up 24/7 on pain meds, and they want to die, surely its more ethical to let them, and to make sure that they are at peace in their final moments rather than making them either go alone or meet with a stranger who will also die with them yk?

society is so weird
just let me die peacefully and not alone :(
i don't wanna be alone in my final moments but it looks like im gonna be
oh well,
 
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Glazed_Orange

Glazed_Orange

Member
Aug 27, 2024
52
It would be awful peaceful to go that way, society is awful constrictive like you say. Nobody should suffer :)
 
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alwayspissedoff

alwayspissedoff

and I hope we never do meet again.
Aug 10, 2025
45
yep, really wishing this myself right now. then I wouldn't have to worry of people judging me for killing myself after I'm dead. the bad thing would be the implications my killer would have to face in the legal aspect, because in reality they wouldn't be doing me a bad thing, but helping me.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
So many people have actually died by mistake during a rear naked choke in jujitsu. And it's pretty peaceful too, if you don't fight it. That being said. It's going to be a lot of trouble afterwards for the person who did it.
 
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SomedayorNexttime

SomedayorNexttime

I hope death is nice to me
Jul 13, 2025
72
I always wonder if I could hire someone to do it for me.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,359
For money you will get almost everything, so sure you would find someone to kill you for money in a way you want it. The problem is, the killer would only do it if he is payed in advance and you have to take the risk that he disappears with the mony without doing the deed. I know a case were exactly this happened.
 
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defrauder9000

Member
Dec 17, 2023
42
For money you will get almost everything, so sure you would find someone to kill you for money in a way you want it. The problem is, the killer would only do it if he is payed in advance and you have to take the risk that he disappears with the mony without doing the deed. I know a case were exactly this happened.
that's... horrible. scammers are everywhere.
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
2,340
I can't stop laughing at this stupid clip.Yeah, it's nice to have someone to assist.

 
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Daphne

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Jul 23, 2025
409
Nothing in life is free. DIY is the best way if you're poor.

If you're rich, you could go to Pegasus.
 
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tooBadTooLate

Student
Aug 16, 2025
102
Same here. I've got too many things to leave behind, so I'm quite afraid to do it myself. But then again, I can't quite get someone to help me out, either...
 
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doomerguy88

Student
Aug 13, 2025
152
So many people have actually died by mistake during a rear naked choke in jujitsu. And it's pretty peaceful too, if you don't fight it. That being said. It's going to be a lot of trouble afterwards for the person who did it.
How does that work? Wouldn't you have to apply pressure for a good amount of time for it to be effective.
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
How does that work? Wouldn't you have to apply pressure for a good amount of time for it to be effective.
So when someone applies an RNC in jujitsu, the other person is supposed to tap. Some people don't tap mostly out of ego. And some try to fight the choke and pass out before they can tap, so the other person keeps continuing. And eventually. This person dies. It's happened many times. It is the reason referees step in so quickly during UFC or mma fights In these situations.
 
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doomerguy88

Student
Aug 13, 2025
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So when someone applies an RNC in jujitsu, the other person is supposed to tap. Some people don't tap mostly out of ego. And some try to fight the choke and pass out before they can tap, so the other person keeps continuing. And eventually. This person dies. It's happened many times. It is the reason referees step in so quickly during UFC or mma fights In these situations.
Thanks. I guess I imagine it like other methods where even after you pass out it can take a half our or more to actually die so the thought of someone actually holding for the long didn't seem plausible.
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
So many people have actually died by mistake during a rear naked choke in jujitsu. And it's pretty peaceful too, if you don't fight it. That being said. It's going to be a lot of trouble afterwards for the person who did it.
As long as we are pretending, we can also pretend they didn't get in trouble!
 
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Painismyname

Member
Aug 20, 2025
13
Is there anyone who owns a hunting rifle who could help me? :)
 
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Iamatiredlad

Member
Aug 23, 2025
19
This is literally my dream way to die. Someone, whom I love and trust, violently choking me to death or killing me in another way. Just seems so perfect and dreamy
 
renaxx

renaxx

Member
Jul 30, 2025
36
It's so messed up that society makes death feel like a tragedy when sometimes it's just a release. Last moments shouldn't have to be lonely or scary.
 
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