Alienated_Candle
Solitude is Peace, Loneliness is Prison
- Oct 17, 2023
- 4
I just feel so powerless to control my own life, I don't accept the life that's been forced on me. I've tried to be content with what I have, I've tried to recognize my life as a blessing but I'm just lying to myself. Im tired of being humiliated, having dignity taken from me, & living a life without purpose. I have taken all the advice, I accept myself as a failure and I'm going to finally end this existence. Theres a giant building still under construction with a service elevator being built a mile away from me. I don't care if I have to free climb it, there's nothing in my future that's ever going to change the damage that's already been done. I won't continue to cry all the time, I won't live in despair. I wanted to share myself with the world, I wanted to be a good person, I wanted so much. Now I just want it to stop, it's like a ringing in my ear that won't stop, constantly tearing me down. It hurts to much.
I've given you my best even though it was in pieces
I've given you my best even though it was in pieces
I'm sure you're a great person and the world doesn't know it.
