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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

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i just can't seem to make it work. it's hard to position the stuff inside of the ratchet. i also have to struggle to get the ratchet off when i know it isn't working since it gets pretty tight. the first time i tried taking it off i was worried it would never come off, like a dog wearing a dog cone, but i wiggled it around and i was fine.

i should probably just go back to thinking about partial suspension. i did some reading some the night night method so i wanted to give it the college try before returning the stuff at UPS, but i figure that i can't make it work. i don't know anyone who's actually succeeded with this method besides the one guy who recorded the video where it compressed his trachea instead of his carotids. it seems really hard to try and simulate a blood choke. i've been choked before my someone's arm and i told him that it was actually making me lightheaded even though he was doing it for just a few seconds. it seems hard to apply consistent pressure onto your carotids unless you're hanging.
 
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i just can't seem to make it work. it's hard to position the stuff inside of the ratchet. i also have to struggle to get the ratchet off when i know it isn't working since it gets pretty tight. the first time i tried taking it off i was worried it would never come off, like a dog wearing a dog cone, but i wiggled it around and i was fine.

i should probably just go back to thinking about partial suspension. i did some reading some the night night method so i wanted to give it the college try before returning the stuff at UPS, but i figure that i can't make it work. i don't know anyone who's actually succeeded with this method besides the one guy who recorded the video where it compressed his trachea instead of his carotids. it seems really hard to try and simulate a blood choke. i've been choked before my someone's arm and i told him that it was actually making me lightheaded even though he was doing it for just a few seconds. it seems hard to apply consistent pressure onto your carotids unless you're hanging.
Don't feel bad. I'm trying the night-night method with rope and I don't even get close to losing consciousness. Meanwhile, the socks which are supposed to be applying pressure keep slipping out. Shit is daunting FR.
 
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