I just wish someone could kill me

[bl33ding_heart]

I just wish someone could fucking kill me already. I have to suffer every day non stop and I'm so sick of it. I'm scared to even properly kill myself cus a delusional part of me clings on to some non existent hope that things will get better when I'm 100% sure now they won't. I wish someone could break into my house and shoot me straight in the head in my sleep so I can die peacefully and never have to suffer again. I'm so fucking tired and I hate being here.

 

[leloyon]

god same tho i wanna be aware of it, i want to see em coming

 

[likelyonthespectrum]

agreed, similarly I catch myself hoping world war 3 breaks out soon just so I'd get drafted, handed a weapon, and have a way out that doesn't look like my choice

 

[kopebaldy]

agreed, similarly I catch myself hoping world war 3 breaks out soon just so I'd get drafted, handed a weapon, and have a way out that doesn't look like my choice

Lol the moment they hand me a loaded gun, that barrel will go into my mouth faster than the speed of light.

 

[Xiaojiu]

Same, I wish someone can just do it for me

 

[Eriktf]

same

 

[hiki4me]

oh yea i still hope that some car hits me
it would certainly lessen the pain of my family and would be easier for me
the best way would be that i would get shoot thats why i thought about death by cop but it seems too risky tbh

 

[deepocean]

Wishing an inevitable death

 

[knickknack81]

Definitely not alone in thinking that. I think most of us would wish if we were to die, to be quick, easy and out of our hands.

 

[unluckysadness]

same. but if possible very quickly (gunshot in my back should not be too painful i think). but not cutting my throat with a knife from a terrorist...

 

[divinemistress36]

I watch a lot of True crime..Im jealous of those that get murdered . Ya it can be horrific in the moment but once they are dead they are out of pain

 

[KimDokja]

Same. It would be much easier for my family and acquaintances, and much easier for me.

 

[Ambien addict]

me too!!