I just wish I had a freakin gun

[onthelastday]

I think getting a gun would be cool for me because I could get drunk af and just pull the trigger.
I really wanna ctb while being happy and drinking alcohol.

I hope you get better and your weapon is something else that will make you live well, without so much pain

 

[WornOutLife]

I hope you get better and your weapon is something else that will make you live well, without so much pain

That would be awesome. I'm really trying to live because ctb means killing my dad too. He just won't get it.

Thank u!

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

Survived?
Fuck.

Don't think so

 

[the_final_countdown]

I think it's more instantaneous if done correctly. Honestly it would probably be my preferred method if I had access to one. I have SN and I am not looking forward to sitting and waiting while the poison courses through me and I perhaps feel the oxygen depletion in a somewhat long, drawn out process. I hope it won't be as distressing as I fear, but I also doubt it is as pleasant or peaceful as some make it out to be. But I have no other choice, what I need most out of my method now, is for it to be successful.

I tried 1 gram.

It's pretty fucking horrifying.

You're basically suffocating to death. And while it doesn't engender the terror of drowning, there's still overwhelming terror and fear you can't help but feel because your brain intuitively understands you're not getting enough oxygen.

 

[Celerity]

I tried 1 gram.

It's pretty fucking horrifying.

You're basically suffocating to death. And while it doesn't engender the terror of drowning, there's still overwhelming terror and fear you can't help but feel because your brain intuitively understands you're not getting enough oxygen.

Oh god. Gun sounds better.

 

[LastFlowers]

I tried 1 gram.

It's pretty fucking horrifying.

You're basically suffocating to death. And while it doesn't engender the terror of drowning, there's still overwhelming terror and fear you can't help but feel because your brain intuitively understands you're not getting enough oxygen.

1 gram? Why did you try only one gram?
And you got to the point of suffocating?
Did you use any other parts of the regimen?
Sorry but someone trying 1 gram doesn't seem like the type of review I should base my decision on. Please give more information. As someone who already feels like they're suffocating daily due to breathing issues, I am not one to want any more of that.

 

[lonerclown666]

i believe one shot in the head is enough to end the misery

 

[This_sux ✓]

Fast and reliable way to CBT. However small guns (like 9mm pistols) can cause more harm and permanent damage that have a possibility to *not* cause death. I wish I had a revolver though...

 

[Celerity]

Fast and reliable way to CBT. However small guns (like 9mm pistols) can cause more harm and permanent damage that have a possibility to *not* cause death. I wish I had a revolver though...

True. I watched the demonstration vid in the megathread and, to people not in the know (me, lol), it's very deceptive. It cut straight through instead of staying in the target and wreaking havoc. I think the OP recommended 45 hollow point bullets.

 

[lonerclown666]

Fast and reliable way to CBT. However small guns (like 9mm pistols) can cause more harm and permanent damage that have a possibility to *not* cause death. I wish I had a revolver though...

I would like to die with a normal wound, I don't want to blow my head off

 

[catch99]

I would like to die with a normal wound, I don't want to blow my head off

Same here. I saw a picture of this woman that shot herself in the head with the 45 revolver that they recommend on here and it was really fucking gruesome. Like it would've almost been better if she had blew her whole head off with a shotgun.

 

[bluedreamscape]

What do people who overdose on SN look like when they're dead? Like they're sleeping?

 

[lonerclown666]

if finally i get a gun how i can hide it from my parents?